Alex & Imogen

chapter III

december 18th monday

Okay, sorry about yesterday for such a weird ending.

Today was a really shitty day firstly of course I overslept then I wore a too big t- shirt and too small shoes then my tyre was flat, so I had to pump it up, but there was a hole in it, so I had to walk all the way to the bus stop, but that's half a kilometer away and then suddenly it started raining really hard. But luckily I had an umbrella with me, until it got blown away by the wind, and then it started hailing too, but my coat is broken, I'm pretty sure I got a cold because of it.

I missed my bus and I arrived at school half an hour late soaking wet and I also had 2 unexpected tests and all my books and covers were wet and so was my food and then on my way home the bus was on strike, so I had to wait 2 hours

ah! Yes I also slipped out on my doorstep and now my knee is open, and I tore my favourite pair of trousers. Lucky me.

Officially the worst day of my life.

Ow and last as if it couldn't get any worse my best friend is sitting at home with severe flu and another best friend with corona, nice huh NOT!

I really wanted to die, (but I just survived like 5 near death experiences so let's move that to another day) I don't understand anything about the biology test for tomorrow I'll probably get a 4 out of 10 again for sure or a 5 so just get through it. I really don't feel like doing this homework after this shitty day you know fuck It I really don't care right now.

I'm all dirty and tired. I'm going to take a quick shower hopefully that'll make it better. You know what's kind of weird. I never really feel like taking a shower but once I'm under it, I don't want to get out XD. I also usually just put on super loud and fun music and sing and dance along.

~30 min later~

okay I'm back and like I said I feel a lot better now ice cream prefer cookie dough from Ben&Jerry I hope we still have some left. I ate most of it during movie night.

~2 min later~

Yesss it made my day, we still had some ice cream!

Now all I need is some loud music and I'm happy again. What a shitty day this was. I have to make sure I go to sleep on time and get to school on time tomorrow. Maybe I can do my homework early tomorrow otherwise I'm going to fail.

I've been thinking and I've come up with a good plan to help the pride community. I sneak out tonight true my window wearing a disguise so no one recognises me (duh that's like the whole point of wearing a disguise) and then I gather all the gays and the theys and everyone and we fight the homophobic people!

...

Or I tell the truth, and I just tell it to my mum or dad or both and tell them not to tell the others but what if they get angry no I'm better off keeping it to myself. I could tell my best friend (Stacey) and then we do a sleepover, and we can go together because by then she's already out of quarantine from her corona ...wait nevermind many she tells the others, and they laugh at us or well at me or doesn't want to be friends any more or something.

I don't really know if Stacey supports it or is against it or something because we never talk about that subject. I actually think we should talk about it and then I know what's her opinion about all this. By the way in class, it's terrible that we talk about racism and discrimination but about LGBTQ+ and homophobia not so much.

I think I'm just going to ask the headmistress tomorrow or something. I really want to have a lesson about something that seems so interesting, and maybe we can do something about it together with the school instead of me alone. That would be nice right?

I'm going to bed early I think, and maybe watch Netflix or YouTube oww and my ice cream but not for very long because it's already 9:30 pm and I have to get up between 7 am - 7:30 am byee