His Lover

CHEATING!

"Bright" I called him as I didn't found him beside me. It's 3 AM for the fuck sake. Where is he? I waited for him to come for about 15 minutes. But he didn't came.

I went downstairs to search for him. I was still going when I saw bright and pam in the yard from my peripheral vision. I stood by the window and saw them talking, laughing.

I went there to call them but when I reached there I was shocked to see them kissing. I hide beside the wall so that they can't see me. A sob escaped my mouth and I ran towards my room.

I went to the washroom and stood under the shower. The coldness of water made me shiver in January night.  As the water was flowing on the my body so does the tears were following on my cheeks. I cried for about 10 minutes. I was still crying when there was knock on the door.

"Win, Are you in?" He asked me while knocking the door.

"Yup" I screamed trying to normalize my voice so he didn't suspect me if I was crying.

"Be quick okay." He said softly and went away.

I stood there  for about another 10 minutes.

When I entered the room I found him sitting on the single couch.

"What took you so long?" He asked me as soon as he saw me and grabbed my hand gently. I watched him with poker face as he went towards the bed with me tailing him.

"You didn't answer my question." He said and gently tugged my hairs behind my ear, smiling to me.

"I was taking shower." I said with poker face.

"Ohh, But it took long enough. Don't you think so?" He said and smiled at me. I saw guilt in his eyes and I don't know what's the cause of that.

"Yeah, it felt good in cold water. All the pain you gave me is gone now."I said and gave him a bitter smile. With pain I didn't meant the sex, but him kissing pam. But he won't know it though.

"Cold water. Win are you mad. It's fucking January and you were taking a cold shower." He yelled at me.

I don't know why but tears ran to my face.

" I just wanted to take a cold shower. Nothing else." I said while sobbing.

"Oh win. Don't cry okay. I am sorry for yelling you but you shouldn't have taken shower in cold water. What if you get sick. You wait here, I'll make you some hot chocolate. " He said and kissed on my forehead. I just nodded.

What are you doing bright? Kissing her and taking care of me. What's going on your mind?

I just shrugged these thoughts and covered myself with blanket. He came with a cup. I drank all the milk and decided to sleep. He gently tugged both of us in the bed. I shifted my position and now he faced my back. He came beside me and hugged me.

"Goodnight love" He said and kissed my hairs. I just closed my eyes not replying anything.

I can't sleep. Or do you expect me to sleep calmly after I found out my husband is cheating on me with my sister.

"Win" He called me but I didn't responded. "Guess you must be sleeping." He said in hushed voice.

" SORRY" I heard him say as he kissed on my temple.

What are you saying sorry for? For kissing her or for making me fall for you. Bright, I cant understand you. What games are you playing now?

  I don't even know why I am not acting like in the past I acted? Why can't I find that same energy which I used when I found lipstick on his shirt? Why can't I kill her like I killed those 3 innocent guys, out of which 2 were not so innocent though. Guess , I can't bear the truth of him cheating on me after seeing it from my own eyes. I think I am getting insecure because pam is with us here.