over the last couple of months i've seriously debated on ending this book or coming back, but i simply just can't come back. i've adored my time as a writer for this book, and i've adored meeting and talking with many of you but i'm moving on.
the last year i've drifted from writing and you probably can tell by that, i haven't found much enjoyment as i used to and to be fair i haven't actually sat down and written something in the last five months. i've tried and tried but i don't have the same passion, and desire as i used to. any time i would write it felt like a chore instead of a passion, and it sucks to say that as writing used to be something i loved so much, i still do but it's not my main enjoyment anymore.
sam and colby have been such an asset to my life, i watched them when i was going through a very rough patch of my life. as i get older, watch new things see new things i've moved on from them. i'll forever love sam and colby, but i've moved on from watching them.
the last thing i would like to say is thank you, thank you for believing in me and thank you for reading these really cringey stories. if i told my 12 year old self the amount of votes and reads she has gotten, ooo she would be screaming. as a 17 year old now i've grown and experienced many things and this is something i'll forever love. i really have debated on ending this for awhile, it's taking me a lot of courage to finally say goodbye to this book. who knows maybe one day i'll return, but for now this is goodbye.
i love you all so dearly, im still going to be on wattpad reading your comments and answering messages. if you ever want to talk, i'm here and will always be here. thank you again for this amazing experience.
goodbye,
sav <3
