It had been a couple crazy days for me, I had multiple finals lined up for college, busy running errands for the trap house and lastly trying to set up a new merch line. To put it straight forward, life was kicking my a*s right now. While this was all happening, Colby had been busy setting up a new line of videos to film for the duo channel. I tried my best to spend all my time with Colby, but with my schedule being completely filled time for him slowly became none.
"Hey princess, wanna go out and get some food? Or just hang out?" Colby ask leaning against the doorframe.
"Uh hey babe, give me like thirty minute I need to send these merch samples in." I said quickly placing a sloppy kiss to his cheek.
I practically turned our bedroom into a merch store, finding any space to lay out designs.
"But baby, you have been working nonstop for the last two weeks. I need time with you, I miss you." Colby pouted as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"I'm sorry Colby, I just really need to get these in before my manger calls and flips out over me." I sighed grabbing the two hoodies.
"Which one do you like more?" I said holding up the two designs.
"Whatever one you like y/n." Colby sighed walking out of the room.
I threw the two hoodies an sighed, running both my hands through my tangled hair. I was beyond exhausted, it felt like I was running two lives. I need my bachelors degree, but I also am a social media creator. I grabbed one of the thrown hoodies and packaged it.
"This one will do." I sighed throwing the box to the side of the room.
I ran out of the room down the stairs looking for Colby.
"Colby? Babe?" I yelled through the house.
"Oh hey, he just left said he needed to clear his mind or something?" Sam said walking out from the kitchen with a piece of pizza lodged between his teeth.
I sighed and nodded, walking towards the living room and began the waiting game for Colby. I could call him, but I know he wouldn't answer me and I didn't want to bother him. I can just wait patiently for him.
After about two hours he had walked back in with a bag of groceries, and camera equipment. He trudged his way to the kitchen, and me immediately following him.
"Hi babe." I said sitting on one of the island chairs.
"Hey." Colby answers putting things away.
"I missed you." I smiled.
"I'm sure you did." He responded looking straight at me before turning around.
"Uhm, listen I'm sorry I haven't been the best girlfriend. I just, I have been really busy with merch and school, and trying to make sure this house doesn't crumble to the floor. It's been hard, and I didn't want to burden you with all my problems; you are already busy enough. I know YouTube is stressful, and I don't need you to be weighted down with my social media stuff nonetheless, the amount of work I have to put in for school. I'm just really sorry, and I'm sorry for ranting about this. Just, please forgive me." I said looking at my fumbling hands.
Colby walks around and turns me to face him, he had a weird look on his face, like a sad but happy look.
"Baby, I don't care if you weigh me down with your problems hell I'm pretty sure mine will weigh yours down more. I want you to come to me when you are feeling stressed, don't make yourself go through that alone. You remember what happened when I did that, sh*t I went insane. But princess listen to me, I'm not mad, I'm not upset, I'm not anything, I just missed you. I missed your kisses, and hugs, and cuddles, and f*ck just you." He ranted kissing me immediately after.
He quickly picked me up and placed me on the counter, holding my face in his hands. Looking at me, well more like studying my face. He smiled again, pressing his lips onto mine quickly.
"I missed you too much, don't make me go through that again." He said in between kisses.
"Okay." I answered laughing.
