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It's been about a month since I seen or heard from Joshua. I feel like it refreshed me because I became attached him. I just had to take a breather for myself, plus Dave has really been on my ass.
It's been three weeks since we fucked and I'm in a new house now, I have all new furniture. I feel like a new bitch. I finally feel like I'm living the luxurious life that I always wanted to live. Yes, I do still work at the hospital, but even though I want to quit, I can't. I have a relationship with my patients and my coworkers. I love that place even though the job is hard.
I been doing so much lately, just getting my life together, I just been on my own shit. Learning to live by myself and be by myself. Of course, Macy has been around a lot more. She comes to my fucking house every day. I feel so great that she's comfortable doing that now. Because before every time she came to that house, it was a problem. So she just avoided it in total. which I couldn't do anything but respect it.
" I didn't invite anybody, I do not have time." I shook my head and Macy laughed. " Dave is already fucking crazy and Joshua is possessive. He says everything is gonna be fine, he's not jealous, but he feels like since he dominated me in the bedroom, he has control over me."
" because he does, you listen to everything he say. You can tell that he fucked you and he fucked you goodt. I am not even gonna lie, I always question how Dave ended up at family events. I figured maybe mom was inviting him."
" I don't know, I don't even invite him anywhere. Maybe Gia, so he probably won't even be there today. he said that she went fucking crazy. I don't care because now you feel how I feel. You just feel 10 times worse. Which is fucking ridiculous because you're not in a relationship with this man, I was in a relationship with Antwan. If she think this is crazy, imagine how she would feel if she knew that I made her dad fall in love with me." We laughed.
" one thing about you, you will keep your fucking word. And I keep saying this because most people will be like oh she just talking, but I know that your ass is going to do it for real." We laughed.
" she's saw how I was before Antwan, so I don't know understand why she played with me. she just got so used to me being a lame ass, crybaby ass bitch and she started playing in my face and now when I look at her, I know what I know and that shit makes me laugh. She's a joke now. I will always stay 1 million steps ahead of a bitch. The fact that she will never know that I fucked her dad, she could never have one up on me. I really wanted to fuck Dave in the house because I couldn't fuck her dad in the house. That would've been taking it to far, so that's why I planned on fucking David too. I wanted her to hear it, I wanted her fucking chest to fall in."
" you sound so fucking evil, but we all know that she deserved it. She always wanted everything that you had, so that pity story about her fucking him and feeling horrible about it, I bet she do feel bad about it now, but you cannot convince me that she didn't want to do that shit. Him and her we're probably on the same type time, trying to do the same thing. He did it because he was upset that you were going to see Kaleb and she did it because she finally got the opportunity to. She wants every nigga that you find attractive attractive, she wants everything that you want or got. It has always been that way even with middle school relationships. That time that you caught her kissing Drew or texting Kaleb and then she played like she didn't know that you and Kaleb like each other. Our whole fucking neighborhood knew that the both of you were off limits. Even my friends used to gush over how cute you guys were and y'all were a couple goals.
