As I awakened I found myself in a white room, I realized it was a hospital room because of the smell of sanitation fluid that filled the air. I noticed I was the only one in the room until the door opened and I saw Michael's mom come in. "how are you doing honey?" She asked with a smile on her face. I kind of hoped it would be my mom that came in but I guess she can't deal with it right now, she needs time and I understand that.
"I'm doing alright, I don't really remember much" I replied with a half smile. Then turned my head looking out the window seeing the trees being pushed by the wind. It was mid day around 3 when I looked at the clock by the window on the wall to the right but I couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong, something was missing.
As I was about to run the back of my head, I realized I had a thick bandage rapping around and that was when Michael came in with my MOTHER walking only a second behind him. I felt scared but in the same time relieved that she came to see me and I was very surprised that she had a black dress on. A full black dress, like those of the widowed. My heart began to pound faster and I looked at my mother with worry in my eyes. Michael runs over to me and kisses my forehead.
"you need to relax my love, don't push your self right now." Michael said as he sat next to my mother that is still not even looking at me.
"Mom? What is going on? Is everything okay?" I spoke as tears began filling my eyes and I felt Michael grab my hand and squeeze it tightly trying to help me relax.
"Ryan..." My mom speaks but still not looking at me. "Ahmed died last night....My son has died... and its my fault..." She begins to cry and jumps up and runs out of the room.
"MOM!!!???" I scream as I push up trying to get up but just falling onto the floor and pulling the 'IV' out of my arm as I scream out of pain of that and my mother leaving me at a time like this because to her I have died. That her son, Ahmed Nageeb has died. I am no longer existing to m mother, and to me I feel I have fallen into darkness and cant escape. I feel arms and hear screaming but I am unable to see anyone.
"Ryan!!!!! Ryan!!!! Help Him, Help Him!!!! I love you Ryan, I am Sorry!!!!" I kept hearing Michael scream at the top of his capabilities as other voices were murmuring for him to get out they cant help me while he is in the room, and then darkness took over.
My body fell numb, first it was my arm, then my shoulders then I couldnt hear anything, and all I began to see was a bright light with two angels saying "ITS NOT YOUR TIME, GO LIVE A HAPPY LIFE, GO BE WITH MICHAEL" but all I could focus on was that one of the angels looked like the man from many of my dreams but this time I saw his face, it was beautiful. It was my grandpa.
