As I noticed the car in my drive way, I kept thinking to myself, "what will I do if it is dad? Will it be something I should be happy about? yes is my dad I missed him so much". So I have prolonged finding out who was over at my house long enough. I open the door and I see no one in the living room, so as I an about to run up stairs to change and wash my hands I hear "honey, your friend's mom is here" my mother called out from the kitchen, my heart stopped for a second as I began to walk over to the kitchen and saw Michael's mom sitting at the dinner table with my mom talking.
"hi Miss Andrews. how... are you?" i spoke as i began feeling light headed. It was Michael's mom, do i ask her where he is? or do I just forget about it? "Where is michael, you cant just take my best friend away from me and pretend its ok, what are you doing here? where is he? you didnt even let me know that you guys moved!? WHY!?"i began to scream at her without being able to stop. both her face and my moms face dropped pale as if they saw a ghost. "are you not gonna answer me!?" i added before I felt a hand slapping the back of my head.
"thats no way to speak to my mother you butthead!" a voice arose from the bathroom down stairs walking passed me.
"Michael!?" before I knew it my body reacted to his presence before I could even realize it. I had just grabbed his hand and pulled him aggressively towards me and brought him into my arms hugging him and then the most amazing thing happened, I kissed him. I had just kised my best friend, no I had just kissed my love. But I had just done it infornt of my mother and his aswell. His lips tasted like cherries, and his body felt like i was being touched by an angel. His arms were around me still as I realized what I had done. and as my lips left his, he gasped for air and burried his face into my shoulder then pulled his face up and looked into my eyes.
"I had only dreamt of this moment, of having you. I had never thought that I would have the chance....." he spoke with such passion and such love in his eyes I felt as if I had not been alive until this moment, but before he could finish I heard my mother scream.
"Get out of my house you.....you are no longer my son, leave.....!!" she began to scream at me and about to hit michael but i turned and took the beating to my back. "you too, and your son, get out of here. you are not welcome into my home, you are not welcome, you are not welcome here any more, I hate you, you are not my son, get out of here" she continued as her voice began to get very emotional where in which i could hear the tears that began to flood down her face and that was when I grabbed Michaels hand and left the building I had lived in and grown inside of my whole life. This feeling I had never thought I would ever have, or to ever have to leave. But now there was no mistake in it, I loved this boy and I will never let him go.
As we left the house I screamed out "I never meant for you to find out like this" but all i felt was a dish breaking at the contact with the back of my head in which case I fell to the ground from the pain, and feeling the blood begin to drip down my back. "I love you Michael, Dont you ever forget that!" I then begin to hear sirens from the police, I guess Michaels mom pressed 911 when she saw my mother try to hit michael. But then again I might just be hearing things because I fell into a very red world of darkness. I could only hear the constant screams of my mom telling me that I will go to hell and that no matter what I do, she will never see me as her son again unless i rid myself of this evil within me. Yeah, i never thought my mother would say something like this. but i guess she just wasnt as open minded as i thought.
"Ryan, Ryan, Please Ryan, I love you!!!!" is all I kept hearing from michael as I began to fade out from the world I knew and into the red world I now felt trapped in.
