Saved by Niall Horan (a niall horan fan fiction)

Chapter 12

Kaylas POV

Nialls face dropped. He looked more angry then confused.

"who" he said with fury dripping off his voice

"who what?" I said pretending to not know what he was talking about. this only made him angrier.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about, now tell me right now. Who made you want to do this to yourself" he demanded loudly

"The kids at school" I said cowardley

"I know that but who!" he said in a more pleading then angry tone

"The populars" I said shyly

"why do you call them the populars? what's so good about them?" he asks

"Well they're just a bunch of girls and guys who want to be special and think they are prettier, smarter, and 100% better then everyone else." I reply angrily, not because of Niall, but because of the emotion my words hold

"Look Kayla, I know that you've had a tough life, but you have us now. we love you! could you please try to get better? Please?" he looked at me with such emotion filled eyes it made you want to look away but his blue orbs kept you there

"Okay" I replied simply, knowing that even though I love him, I have to hurt myself. I cant live without it.

"We should head back out" he said as he stood up to hug me. the hug lasted about 4 seconds before we separated and started back to the living room.

"Woah, Kayla what happened?" Harry asked when he first saw me. That caused everyone to look up at me with confusion filled eyes.

"I just don't think the pizza agreed with my stomach" I say confidently, covering up the reason.

"Are you sure?" Zayn asks

"Positive" I confirmed

"Great now who wants to do a little shopping?" Liams asks happily.

"You probably just wanna get a girl for your girly friend" Zayn teased and all the boys 'oooohed'.

"Noooooo" Liam mocks back trying to cover it up

"Yea....ok" everyone mumbled

All the boys agreed on shopping and I didn't want to be the person to ruin their fun so I hesitantly agreed. F.M.L.

~Arriving at the Mall~

We all step through the entrance of the mall. Taking in our surroundings, we decided to go to Forever 21 to get me clothes that, in the words of the boys, 'actually fit'. Its like 'why do you think I LIKE them baggy!'

While we were walking, we point out spots we want to go later.

"Nike" Niall says

"Hollister" Louis adds

Zayn and Harry agree on not wanting anything.

After much debate, I convinced the boys to let me choose my own clothes, 'with their consent', but I have to try them on for them. Eh, ill get out of it.

"Ok that's cute" I said picking up an oversized sweater.

"No No No" Louis says while snatching it from my hands. "You need smaller clothes to compliment your body" he said and surprisingly, he wasn't being perverted. weird.

"Im fine with these clothes" I say looking down

"No! go pick out some shorts and a bathing suit. oh and some shirts" he orders like hes a fashion designer.

"Fine whatever. make me" I say as I walk away through the store.

"oh I will" he says while pulling me back

As I walk past him towards the clothes, I mumble "you'll wish you hadn't"

~30 minutes later~

After another half hour of picking out clothes, they threw me into a dressing room and ordered me to try on the clothes. the first thing they picked was a bikini. Hell no. Then short shorts and tank tops. If only they knew about my cuts.

FInally 10 minutes go by of my pretending to try stuff on and I walk out of the dressing room.

"Why aren't you wearing your outfit?" Louis asks

"I didn't like them" I say as we walk towards the exit of the store. Louis stops me.

"You said you would show us." he continued

"Sorry Lou" I answer

"Look Kayla. Your clothes are so big on you and we are just trying to help you look better! All your doing is being plain out rude!" He says loudly

"Wanna know why? All you guys picked out were bikinis with short shorts and tank tops! Maybe I didn't want to show you because maybe I have, oh I don't know, scars ALL over my body Lou. And another thing. You think I wear baggy clothes because i'm a freak who has no fashion sense? well guess what! I AM A FREAK! a freak with bulimia and anorexia!" I screamed back

I saw guilt and sympathy [ass over each boys faces. Louis looked like that except he looked like he was gonna cry.

I do a once over of everyone's faces before I storm out of the building into the pouring rain. Perfect. Just. Fucking. Fantastic.