Saved by Niall Horan (a niall horan fan fiction)

Chapter 9

Kaylas POV

I look up through my teary eyes to see Niall standing in the doorway with wide, watery eyes who looked ready to faint.

he ran over to me.

"Kayla oh my gosh why are you doing this?" he said looking pale and confused

"Niall I have always done this." I say looking ashamed at how ugly and worthless I am.

"Kayla how long have those people been bullying you" he whispered, probably scared to ask.

"as long as I could remember" I said in such a low voice im surprised he heard it.

a tear ran down my cheek and within a second, his thumb was there to brush it away.

"I told you I will protect you. they cant hurt you anymore. and you cant hurt yourself Kayla" he said looking at my cuts.

"Niall, you don't get it. Its not just them. have you even seen twitter lately? those bullies of mine made a blog about me and better yet, have thousands of people sending hate to me. " I say while fighting back tears

"But kayla none of that stuff is true. please don't believe it." he said calmly even though it looked like tears would spill over.

"but Niall, if none of that shit is true, then why do I believe it" I asked while staring so intently into his eyes, searching for an answer, that I thought my eyes would shatter

instead of answering my question, niall took my wrist with the scars on many years on it and ran his hand over them, as if expecting them to disappear and this be a nightmare. he probably wanted to wake up, and not deal with me anymore. but this isn't a dream or a nightmare, this is my reality.

"Kayla I would never want to not deal with you. I love you" niall says to me while gazing into my eyes. did I say all that stuff out loud?

"why would you ever love someone like me?" I asked softly

"You mean a funny, beautiful girl with a great personality?"

"No" I say. "a girl who cuts and is fat" I say under my breathe.

"I heard that Kayla. and why on earth would you, not those idiots, but you think your fat" he asks sternley

"why wouldn't I? have u even looked at other girls. I don't compare. all I know, is that I have always hated myself and I always will" 

"Kayla you are a beautiful and loving girl. and I am going to make you believe it even if its the last thing I do" he says looking dead serious.

"good luck with that" I say sadly before niall pulls me into the best hug I have ever received.

Authors Note-

how I feel every day. I thought I could really relate to this story. do u feel the emotion? comment what u think xx