10 - Fear Of Losing

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Junwoo was sleeping on the couch. Suddenly he woke up. He went to Minseo's room and found her lying on the bed. He stepped near her and gently caressed her cheeks and tucked the hair behind her ears which was coming on her face. But soon he realised that her lips were turned blue and the body was cold.

His heart dropped and for the first time his heart broke into million pieces by seeing her in this condition. He was so scared to see her in this way.

"Minseo!! Wake up...!! Stop joking Minseo, I don't like this type of jokes. Please open your eyes."

Junwoo patted her cheeks many times and shaked her body but she was not responding. His heart started hammering against his chest. His heart clenched when Minseo didn't respond anything.

"Fu¢k.. what have I done!! Minseo! Baby.. please open your eyes."

Tears started to fill in his eyes. He put her head on his lap and hugged her tightly. For the first time, he got the fear of losing her.

He took her in his arms and hugged her with tears rolling down the cheeks.
"Minseo please.. I.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry please wake up... M.. Minseo...." He was crying in a cracked voice.

Her words were hitting in his mind continuously YOU WILL REGRET EVERYTHING...'

"I'll not let you happen anything Minseo. I love you..."

He took her to the hospital as soon as possible. Tears were streaming from his eyes as he entered the hospital. Everyone's attention was diverted to his Minseo as her condition was critical. The doctor took her to the ICU. Junwoo also wanted to go inside with her but the nurses stopped him and asked to seat on a bench near.

He was unable to sit still as he was walking here and there, mumbling,"Please God... Save her... I can't live without her.. please... I am so sorry Minseo..." Soon the doctor came. He immediately went to him to know about her condition."Doctor... H..how is she? Is my Minseo okay??" Junwoo asked him in a worried voice.

"Her condition is serious. We have tried to save her by giving her shocks but it seems that she is not fighting for her life. After some time we will try again." The doctor said to him.

Junwoo entered the room and saw her in a miserable situation. He went there and sat, he held her hand and said in a cracked voice.

"Minseo.. please don't give up. Fight for your life. I.. I can't live without seeing you... Please wake up.. I know I am bad, I couldn't be a good husband for you but now I want you.."

"Do you hate me this much that you don't want to live with me and choose to.. leave me forever..!! Are you going to punish me in this way...!!"

"Please Minseo I LOVE YOU!!! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS!! MINSEO, I WANT YOU!!! OPEN YOUR EYES MINSEO!!!"

He was crying crazily, madly telling her to open her eyes. He had gone crazy as she was not showing any response. By hearing the noise the doctors and nurses came quickly and tried to stop him."Sir please stop. S..sir you stay outside. We are doing our work sir please calm down."

"No...!! Let me stay here.. please...." Junwoo was crying.

"Sir please stay outside sir..." The nurses left him outside and went to the ICU.

Junwoo was waiting outside, praying to God. After sometime, the doctor came. He quickly asked about her condition. The doctor told that she was now out of danger, and she would wake up soon. The doctor also said that he might see the patient now.

Finally she was fine. Junwoo got a great relief. He went to her cabin and saw her resting peacefully. He was very happy that she was fine now. And he was sorry for her also as he had done very wrong with her. Now he was just waiting for her to wake up so that he could apologize. He kissed her forehead and sat on a chair near to her bed while holding her hands.

At that time Haneul entered the cabin worrying about her condition,"Junwoo!! Is s..she okay?? Junwoo called him on phone so he came hurriedly.

"Hyung!!"

"How is she?" Haneul asked.

"She is out of danger. She is fine now." Junwoo replied to him.

"Ohh... thanks to God." Haneul relieved. "But Junwoo, how this got happened to her."

Junwoo was silent didn't know what to say.

"Say.. Junwoo??" He asked him once more.

"I.. I'm sorry hyung but I abused her last night. I regretted it hyung." With a lot of guilt Junwoo said to Haneul.

Haneul didn't say anything and went near her lying figure. He stared at her for sometime. Junwoo was standing near, lowering his head.

Minseo's eyes were showing little movements. She slowly opened her eyes. She looked at both of them. Haneul quickly sat on the chair leaning to her level. Junwoo was also about to go near her bed but she turned her head to the otherside.

Junwoo stopped at his place. He was dying to talk with her but now she didn't even want to see him. His heart broked into several pieces. Guilt was eating him from inside.

Minseo was talking to Haneul only but not giving any attention to Junwoo. He felt so broken and he went out from there.

After few minutes, Haneul also came to him,"Junwoo, you are here.. and I was searching you everywhere... doctor said tha..."

Haneul stopped when he noticed that Junwoo's eyes were red. His nose was in the shade of pink. His cheeks were wet with tears. He was crying.

To be continued...
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