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Brave path 25

Elliot:
I paced back and forth in my room. After her funeral, I didn't know if I was ready to read a letter from her. But this is the right time- she wanted it this way.

Dear Elliot,

I'm not entirely sure how you will react to my death. You have a unique way of going round things but I hope you don't let it build up. Trust me, feeling like you're about to explode is not nice.

What I do know is that your cuddles are the best thing in the entire universe. You're always there with open arms and haven't ever judged me.

When I was younger, you kept me entertained and calm during my treatment. It was a pleasure to see you again the second time round, despite being a bit more sick. You held me up though, getting me the people to talk to and giving me a chance.

You gave me a chance and never gave up on me. I felt so free and happy in your company, something I wish everyone could experience. Considering the situation, you're very laid back.

If there's one thing I've learnt from you, it's that everything is 10x smaller than I make it out to be. You didn't do it in a mean way either,understanding how stressed I was.

I don't think you'll cry constantly when I'm gone, but your smile will be dimmer and your eyes won't shine. Don't let that happen for too long, the world needs your happiness.

Elliot, there are so many other kids who will benefit from you. Even just your good morning as you passed by made my day. You made the smallest actions the biggest.

I love you, thank you so much for sticking by my side during my life. I'm sorry if I put you through hell during my death but you're one of the few reasons I didn't want to leave. Keep spreading your happiness Elliott, the world needs it.

Love from,
Rebecca xxx

Elliot:
How did I end up knowing such a perfect young girl?

Jayken:
I sat on the bed. Nerves were swallowing me whole as I looked at the letter. What was inside? What had she written? I carefully tore it open- I didn't want to ruin it. This was all I'd got.

Dear Jayken,

Wow, that was a hell of a journey. I am proud to say that you were with me the entire time. Points where I felt like giving up at any second and the points where I couldn't be happier.

You were always there for me.

When I was first diagnosed, I didn't fully understand. All I knew was that mum was very upset and that I'd be seeing you a lot more. That did make me happy.

If this hadn't happened, I would've followed your footsteps. Every single time I was in hospital, you kept me entertained with a smile on my face. There were times when I got so ill that not even mum could visit and it terrified me... but you were there.

You gave the best advice and taught me so much. When I was stressed we worked round it, you helped me understand how I was feeling as well as what to do about it... and I couldn't have asked for anything to go differently.

I'm a strange way, you were like a father figure to me. Especially when I was younger, you were always the strong male figure in my life. Of course, Jayken, I know you weren't always strong but to me you were better than every superhero out there.

You still are.

Once, you promised me that you'd never let me leave, but you've helped me realise that leaving is right. I'm in pain and you guys are in pain watching me. My 14 years on Earth couldn't have been better thanks to you.