My boss/ director

Eternal screen 4

Leila

It has been 1 week since I saw Jack and I'm trying to really forget the whole incident but his words keep replaying in my brain again and again. You will be mine again Leila, just remember that. I get the chills every time I remember his words. I feel like I shouldn't be that scared from his words but something tells me that he meant them and that's the scariest part because I would rather die than be with him for another day.

The guys have noticed that I have been off and they know I've been lying to them but they don't know the real reason and that's enough for me. If they ever learned about Jack harassing me at my work they would literally go to the police. Right now I was sitting in the living room as Greg was cooking and Con, Dylan and me were watching a movie and Liam was at the hospital for an emergency surgery. I felt my phone vibrate besides me and I picked it up thinking it was Kat that replied to my last text.

But I was wrong

Unknown: Are you chilling with your 4 boyfriends?

As soon as I saw this text I felt tears in my eyes. Jack. How did he even find my phone number? I literally changed my phone number so that he couldn't call or text me or even find me. My hands started to shake and my breath started getting faster.

"Leila, are you okay?" Con asked me but I couldn't answer I just stared at my phone screen. "Leila?" Dylan said but I just stood up putting my hands above my head so that I could breathe while pacing around the living room. Con and Dylan instantly shot up from the couch and approached me.

"Leila look at me and calm down" Dylan grabbed my elbows and lowered my hands.I just gasped for air. I wanted to throw up. "Leila take some deep breaths hun." Con said as he took my pulse. "Calm dow-" I cut Dylan off before he could finish. "I'm going to throw up." I said quickly as I felt my stomach turn.

"Greg bring a bucket quickly!" Con said and Greg came running with a bucket putting it down. I quickly crouched down and threw up. Dylan pulled back my hair and rubbed my back as Con supported me. I was coughing and gasping for air all at the same time as tears strummed down my cheeks.

"Leila lay down and put your hands above your head." Con said as he pushed me down after I finished throwing up. I laid dow and put my hands above my head trying to breathe. "Look at my hands Leila" Leila said as he put both of his hands in front of my face."Okay now count with me slowly" he said and started counting while putting his fingers down.

"10...,9...,8...,7.." he counted slowly as I followed him.

"6...,5...,4..." I said with him as he put his fingers down with each count.

"You're doing great Leila keep going." Dylan said in between the counting.

"3...,2...,1.." I said and I felt slightly better.

"Good now take 10 deep breaths like me" he said and put my hand on his chest as he took deep breaths so that I could copy him. After taking deep breaths I was starting to feel better. Con checked my lungs with his stethoscope as Greg has lifted my head and put it on his legs sitting behind me.

"Breathing sounds better." Con said as he removed the stethoscope. They were all looking at me intently while I closed my eyes to calm down. "Do you feel better?" Dylan asked me and I lightly nodded. "Keep taking deep breaths." Con said and I took a few deep breaths till I felt like I could breathe again.

"Do you mind telling us what happened?" Ashton asked me. I knew there is no way out. "Jackson." I said simply and I saw them all tense at the name. "What about Jackson?" Dylan asked looking purely worried. "He came to the school last week and now he's texting me." I said and I watched them all frown and look at each other.

"What do you mean he came to your school?" Con asked with a serious tone. Oh god. "He was waiting for me at the parking and he asked me if I wanted to have coffee with him and then he said that I will be his again." I said as I started to lose my breathing again. "Okay stop for a minute, breathe because you're overworking yourself again" Greg said and I took a deep breath.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Con asked me. "Because you guys would have gone crazy about it and I didn't want to cause any more drama, I want to put all of this behind me." I said looking at him. "Leila he is still harassing you, we need to go to the police he is dangerous and you know it" Dylan said.

"If I go to the police he will get mad and he will get way worse." I said feeling tears escape my eyes. Dylan wiped my tears with his thumbs and pushed my hair away from my face. "Leila this is not healthy, you need to put an end to this." He said calmly.

"I know I just need some time please" I said and they all looked at each other. "Fine one week but after that we're going to the police if you don't do it" Con said and I nodded. "Okay let's sit you up slowly" Dylan said as him and Con helped me up.

"I'm tired" I said as they helped me stand up. "You know how panic attacks work Leila, just get some rest okay?" Greg said and I nodded. "You can always talk to us Leila we are your best friends don't go through it alone" Con said as I hugged all of them. "Thank you guys I appreciate you more than you know" I said as we all hugged tightly. "We know boo we do too" Luke said back.

Leila

After my panic attack the guys have been checking on me regularly and asking me if I'm okay. I really appreciate their help and I know that the whole Jackson incident is scaring them too but they are hiding it from me so I won't get more worried than I already am. Today we decided to go to the beach so that we can all have a day away from the stress of the work and from the whole Jackson thing

"Are you guys ready?" I said from the kitchen where I was packing some snacks and some water bottles. "Yeah coming!" Con said back and I saw them coming downstairs. "Nice swimsuit Leila" Liam said mocking me as they all looked at me from up and down. I can't wait for them to see the back of my bikini when I take of my shorts.

The guys always made sexual jokes with me and I knew they all liked how I looked but I also knew that they would never say anything seriously because we are best friends. We all liked joking around. I am wearing a hot pink swimsuit that shows a little bit more my body parts and curves and I knew the guys would totally comment on that but I loved seeing their reactions.

"Thanks Lia" I said back smiling. "Ready?" I said and turned around to walk to the car. They all followed and I got in the passengers seat while Greg drove and the rest of the boys sat at the back. We all sang and laughed at the whole ride until we finally arrived at the beach after about an hour. We all helped with the things that we brought for the beach and we could finally enjoy the sun and the water.

I slowly took of my shorts to reveal my hot pink almost thong like swimsuit and I laid my towel down on the sand so than I could tan before going in the water."Nice ass Leila." Dylan said and I rolled my eyes. "Thank my mom she is the one she gave it to me" I said back and the all laughed. I could literally feel all of the guys eyes on me. "Are you going to stare or are you going to enjoy the beach?" I asked sarcastically.