i'm so into you

7

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"Sungie, are you listening?" Minho pulled me out of my trance. I felt a flush rise up my chest as I contemplated my thought, 'holy shit i wanna kiss him so fucking badly'. I felt the warmth reach my cheeks as I let out a soft chuckle. Minho's smirk turned into a small smile shortly after.

"I'm so sorry hyung! I'm just a little tipsy you know?" I lied through my teeth. Man I feel like shit even when lying about my thoughts...

"N-No, it's okay don't apologize, I should be apologizing for trying to smoke when you're already drunk. Are you sure you're feeling up for it tonight ji?" He stuttered nervously through his sentences.

"If i'm being honest min~... I was looking at your lips the entire time you were explaining the bong thing." I gave him a playful smile. I have no idea who I am right now. I would not have the balls to say that in front of lee minho if I was sober like at all! what the fuck...

"Well, it's your loss. Now I have to redo my cool bong hit all over again! Alright, watch how I lift up the bowl and not how I suck, okay?" He teases me back. I gave him a giggle and focused my attention on his sexy hands as he lights up the bud until it's firey red. That's when he lifts up the bowl with the bubbles popping from the bottom of it.

"Okay so I lift it up when it's red or just when I feel it? I don't want to fuck anything up." I ask looking at the smoke coming out of the downstem. Minho placed the bowl back down into the center and continued to suck out of the bong. He then pulls up and leans his head back on the bed frame. His neck is so fucking hot. My eyes travel from the bong quickly over to a euphoric-looking Minho who let out a cloud of the fimiliar drug.

"Yeah... you just lift it up to collect more smoke," Minho mumbled slowly. I nodded my head awkwardly and went over to his side.

"Can I try?" I ask grabbing his hand and the bong he still had a grip on.

"Of course, Do you want me to help you light it?" He said lifting his head up to me. The sparkle in his eyes are captivating holy shit.

"Sure! I'm sorry if I don't do it correctly," I laughed a little before putting my lips to the base of the bong. My fingers trace to the bowls gripping piece before I hear a flick of the lighter travel towards the bowl.

"Don't worry Sung, even if you did ruin it, I wouldn't care that much" He smiled to me as he lit the green part of the bud. I look up at his eyes as I suck in the smoke erupting from the bowl. Feeling the familiar dense air fill my lungs, I lift up the bowl piece and feel the immediate sharp pain in the lungs and the burning sensation as I pull back and hold a cough.

After a couple seconds of holding in the air, I try to slowly let it out but failing by coughing the air all out immediately. As I continue to cough for a couple more seconds, I feel a cold glass slip into my hands. I squint my eyes and hold in another cough as I look at and drink the glass of water. The soothing liquid made its way down my throat and to my aching stomach, relaxing immediately after.

"How you feeling?" I heard Minhos voice next to me. I turn my head to find a cuddling Minho with his arm up supporting his head.

"I'm feeling so much better! I actually don't feel like throwing up anymore," I say truthfully with a big smile on my face. Minho got up from his comfy state and grabbed the bong and lighter from my hands gently, before placing it under his night stand full of other pipes and bongs.

"I'm glad your not feeling sick anymore, and I hope you feel good tomorrow morning because I know that hangover is going to kill both of us," He chuckled softly as he climbed back into the bed.

"Yeah I'm going to head out Hyung~ I'm having a lot of fun just relaxing and hanging out with you, but yeah I have to find Felix before he starts freaking out," I say getting up from Minhos bed.

"Okay Jisung, get home safely and make sure you text me tomorrow morning, you understand?" He gave me a sad but giving look. I returned his statement with a small smile and more confidence to make my way over to him.

I grab the side of his jaw and gave him a small peck on his cheek.

"Of course. I'll text you when I get home," I whisper after with a giggle and pulled my hand away from his face.

I then swiftly walked out of his bedroom and back into the blue-lighted atmosphere that was Lee Minhos Party. If i'm being completely honest, I feel like the greatest person alive! I feel like I could conquer anything and everyone in my way with no problems at all! holy shit i'm fucking phenomenal.

"There you are Sungie! I've been looking for you for like an hour now! Where the fuck have you been!" Felix caught me as I almost tripped down the stairs on my own feet. Thankfully it was the last step so it wouldn't have been that embarrassing.

"Heh, sorry Lix! I was just in the bathroom or something like that? I'm fine so there's nothing to be worried about!" I say defensively without even opening my eyes all the way. I felt Felix gaze into my lowered eyes to which I then shut them again.

"Holy shit Ji! Your high! Who gave you the stuff what the hell!" I heard Felix' concern in his voice. I just shook my head in protest.

"Can we just go home? I just wanna sleep..." I say leaning my back against the staircase post.

"Jisung, we're going to Changbins house for the night, remember? We told Mom that so we're going to his house once we're ready..." Felix said with a little snap in his tone. I felt anger bubble up inside me even with the mention of Changbin. It's not even because he does hard shit, it's because he's just a dick to everyone.

"Felix I don't want to go to Changbins house, I just want to go home and lay in my own bed, is that hard to ask for or what?" I snap at Felix. His reaction then was to roll his eyes at me.

"Of course. Guess what! Get the fuck over it. Just because your a lame ass fucking virgin doesn't mean you can come at my boyfriend for actually living a life that's worth living. So go ahead and walk home alone because if your just going to be an asshole about the people i'm dating then leave me the fuck alone"

"Yeah well I'm sorry that I don't want to shoot up heroin or snort fucking crack while selling xanny to a bunch of teenagers. If you consider that living a life, then fucking kill yourself because that's a pretty sad fucking life!"

"Woah woah woah what the fuck is going on." I felt Minhos presence come from behind me. As tears brimmed at the waterline of my eyes.

"Your little boyfriend is being a fucking prick about my relationships. I'm leaving right now so be a fucking cunt and walk home if you want to criticize my relationship, or come along and just shut the fuck up and accept it." Felix drew all his attention towards me with his teary eyes as well.

"Okay you guys need to chill the fuck out. Both of you guys need to relax for a little bit and come off of whatever substance your intoxicated with before you step foot outside this house, okay?" Minho flicked his eye contact at both of us. I felt the wetness settle back into my eyes temporarily as I nodded at his words. He's not lying.

I turn my heels and walk back up the stairs and into the bathroom. I just want to relax by myself until this shit leaves my body. Never again.
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