all at once

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[september 24th, 2022]

you're tired but you don't want to fall asleep in fear of ruining your sleeping schedule, so you just lay there for hours on end as the sun slowly seeps lower and lower beyond the horizon. your hair is itchy, your clothes are uncomfortable, you feel the need to shower, to claw your skin off; anything to not make you feel the way you do in your own body. the discomfort is so strong but the energy to do anything about it is non-existent. you're annoyed but have no idea as to why. your head hurts. you feel sad. you're worried about your future. you can't seem to get a break.

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