Living With Depression

How I Got Depression

I've had depression for a while. It has been a build up of many things. My mom and dad fighting constantly is really depressing. Knowing when your dad's drunk because you can see it in his eyes... that's bad. Having your heart shattered isn't the greatest thing ever either. I feel like I'm never going to lose any of this pain. It hurts like hell. And it won't leave. I don't feel like I can tell anyone anything anymore. I'm pushing people that care about me away. And I can't stop. Sometimes I just wish this was all over. Now I know I know suicide is never the answer, but sometimes it feels like that's the only option. That's all I'm writing... for now...