Aleah
"You pregnant ? And you didn't say shit?!" Justin yelled at me "I was waiting I just found out ! I wanted to tell you but I wanted it to be special!" I yelled "You a lying as bitch you know that?!" He yelled at me "Bitch? Who the fuck are you talking to like that?!" I yelled "You! Who's fucking baby is it ?!"He said pointing a gun to my head . I gasped waking up out of my sleep with my heart racing . Shit I thought to myself before rushing to the bathroom turning the water on to mask me vomiting . He's going to find out if I don't figure out what I'm going to do I'm going to be sorry. After getting myself together brushing my teeth and washing my face. I got in the shower I'm definitely getting an abortion at this point I feel it's my only option. I can't do this , can I? If it's not Justin's child it will break his heart and I don't want to do that . After showering I put a robe on and slippers preparing to go downstairs before Justin's phone lit up. It was 3:45am who the fuck is texting my husband ?! I went over grabbing the phone Maria- Don't forget ! Btw Good luck today😊 I was fuming I decided to take the phone out in the hallway with me calling this Maria bitch. "Hello?" She answered "Don't text my husband at this hour the only time you need to be talking to him is during business hours . Text him after hours and you'll see what happens next now have a good night" I said hanging up I don't know who the fuck that bitch think she is but I'm not playing that shit . Searched through his phone being sure it was no other late night discussions and no sneaky shit going on because I'm not having it . After seeing that it wasn't nothing major and he was being so good to me I decided to leave it alone . I went back into the room sitting his phone down before climbing back into bed.
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I woke up to Justin getting dressed . "Morning baby" I said sitting up stretching "Good morning , how did you sleep baby?" He asked ".. Fine" I said with a fake smile and he didn't notice . "Good , I'm going to miss breakfast this morning I gotta get to the office" he said "Ok baby , I'm going to let Jacob see Cassandra.. it's any day now" I said and a wave of sadness hit me. "I understand, look into transferring schools for him also" he said "I'm on it" I said getting up going to the bathroom. I got myself ready for today , trying to convince myself the abortion was going to be my best option then make sure Justin impregnate me and leave the others alone. We can have the family he truly wants and I can settle with him. "Leah are you listening?" Justin said pulling me from my thoughts "what did you say?" I asked "I love you and I want to see you in red tonight" he said and I smiled "Yes sir" I eyed him as he left . What has gotten into my husband ? After getting dressed , I went to check my phone walking downstairs. How is it that I wanted to avoid my own kid? I didn't want to see Jacob and face him potentially asking what I was trying to avoid . "Morning" he said sitting and eating "Good morning , how did you sleep?" I asked sitting "Great , I got some homework done I have to take it to my school" he said "Ok I can take you if you'd like" I offered "Yes that'll be great , I want to see mom today also can you pick me up after visitation hours?" He asked eating "Of course, would you like to spend some time with me?" I asked just wanting to get a better feel of being a parent. "I thought you'd never ask" he said nervously "I want to know you Jacob , I want us to be a family and I want you to feel and understand I'm your mom also." I said and he smiled "So what would you like to do ?" I asked "I don't know" he said "You like shopping? We could do that" I said "Shopping is cool I'd love that , do you mind if I get a haircut?" He asked "I don't mind we can shop and get you a haircut , then I'll take you to see cass cool?" I asked and he agreed . That made me so happy.
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First we went to his favorite barbershop to get his hair cut and the men was eyeing me. "Hey what can I help you with?" A guy asked "My son wants a haircut" I said smiling at Jacob "Jay this your mom?" He asked him "yeah my other mother" he said smiling. "I didn't get your name" he said and before I could answer him "Kevin She's married , Mrs smith is her name. Can you give me a fade?" He asked before going to sit . The guy gave me a look before going to cut his hair. I decided to take a seat and check my phone. Quincy was texting again trying to see me but I'm busy , I finally cared more about someone other than myself . After a while Jacob was ready to go , he had a nice haircut and it was washed for him. I paid the guy and tipped him before we left . "I think it's hard having a really attractive mom , Justin will have a hard time with letting you go places alone" Jacob said referring to the guys in the shop. "I take pride in being beautiful , I'm 100% Justin's . Im sorry if it bothers you" I said as we got into the truck driving off . "It's not bothering but I don't like the looks you get , my other mother didn't get this type of attention" he said and I sighed . " Sorry I don't know what I can do" I said driving to the mall .
