Aleah
I pulled up to my house and as I got out of my damaged truck Justin and Jacob was pulling up. Fucking great I thought to myself trying to get into the house but my body was sore from the impact. "Baby what happened?!" Justin asked getting out of his car with Jacob on his heels. "Yeah uh I.." I started before Jacob interrupted. "Mom are you ok? Is the baby ok?" He rushed out and realized what he said getting quiet instantly and I was livid! Why would he say that shit now?! I was trying to hide this shit until I decided on if I wanted an abortion or not . "What?" Justin said looking at Jacob trying to process it and I remained quiet shocked and unable to think of a lie so quick to cover this up. "Uh.. glad you're ok , ima go inside" Jacob said trying to slide past Justin before he stopped him. "Leah , what baby?" Justin asked "Huh?" I said holding my head before I realized I gotta keep my shit cool but I wasn't expecting to be in the spotlight so fast. My head was spinning and I felt sick. "Justin.." I started "What baby Aleah?!" He snapped and I tried to gather my thoughts . "Baby let's go inside and talk ok?" I said trying to calm him down. "Jacob go inside" Justin said giving me a death stare. Jacob went inside quickly looking Down at his shoes. "What's going on with your neck? Who did this to your truck? You didn't even fucking call me . What fucking baby and tell me how do this kid know before me hm?!" He said getting in my face . "The s seatbelt snatched me slightly bruising my neck and I I'm pregnant I only just found out . My phone was hooked to the Bluetooth in my truck and he overheard.." I said trying my best not to fall apart . "Leah you look me in my damn face and tell me the truth , are you fucking around on me ? Have you?" He asked "No baby , I wouldn't do that again I told you , I promised you . I've been going to therapy baby I've been doing the work" I said "I can't trust you , why wouldn't you call after an accident ? Where's the police report?" He asked "I was so in shock I just drove home I thought you was here I wanted to be safe" I said and he wasn't listening but I needed him to listen to me. "You pregnant and you didn't even say shit , when were you going to tell me hm?" He asked furious "You know I want a family , I wanted a child and you wait to tell me something this big?! You show up after not hearing from you for atleast two hours and your truck is wrecked and it's a slight bruise on your neck and I'm supposed to believe every fucking thing you telling me ?!" He snapped "I'm telling the truth!" I yelled trying to convince him I can't lose this man I love him to much. "I can't do this shit right now" he said going to his car and I followed him quickly "No Justin no where are you going ?!" I reached for the keys and he snatched his hand away "move Aleah" he said and I kept following him grabbing his arm to get him to stop "Stop this ! I'm telling you the truth!" I yelled I needed him to stay with me . "Please Justin , I'm sorry ok? I should've called!" I said sniffling but he wasn't having it , he got into his car before pulling off leaving me standing there trying to pick up the pieces of my own shit. I wiped my eyes before going inside I needed to soak and bathe my body was sore .
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In the bath I texted and called Justin at least a million times and he just didn't respond . I couldn't believe this was happening. I called Jonathan I just needed a friend right now "hello?" He answered "Jon , I fucked up" I sniffled "what's wrong?" He asked and I sighed "I met Quincy earlier and he wrecked my truck then choked me and I came home a mess , I have a little bruising on my neck from it , I came home and Justin pulled up with Jacob and .. Jacob mentioned the baby and Justin just lost it" I said wiping my tears. "Oh no honey , I told you to tell Justin .. where is he? I'm sure you guys can work it out" he said "We can't he's gone and I don't know where he is" I said "He will be back , don't stress just let him cool off a bit ok?" He reassured "ok I'm just going to go to bed ok? Goodnight" I said hanging up. I was hurt , he never walked out or left in an argument. After washing I got out drying off getting dressed and my phone vibrated making me rush only to see it was Quincy texting me . I frowned before texting him . "Do not contact me again , I won't be attending anymore sessions and my child isn't yours . Focus on your fucking wife and leave me alone for good ! Do not talk to Jacob again !" I sent the message tossing my phone . A few moments later Jacob knocked at the door "Come in" I said "Are you ok?" He asked "Not exactly.. what's up?" I asked trying not mask my frustration "I'm sorry , I thought he knew" he said "No it's ok , I wouldn't have been able to hide it long anyway" I said and he nodded . "Still I'm sorry" he said before embracing me and I felt something inside of me I don't think I've ever felt. I held on to him before crying. I couldn't say it before but now I know "I love you Jacob" I said and after a moment of silence "I love you too" he said before I let him go. "I'm gonna go to bed , if you need me let me know" he said and I nodded sitting feeling alone again. I grabbed my phone calling Justin again and he didn't answer. It's going to be a long night.
