Aleah
"You don't hear me talking to you? Where have you been?" He said firmly "Jonathan's house, we talked a little .. " I started "I rode past Jonathan's , you're truck wasn't there so try again Aleah I'm not playing games here" he said and I knew I was fucked up. "Ok fine , I went to the gym started working out because I didn't want to be home alone ok?" I started "I've been missing therapy sessions and when you came home the other night I became suspicious" I said "Suspicious about what ? What do I ever do to make you suspicious?" He said standing "You came home smelling like another woman!" I yelled "Don't flip this who knew you was the gym? Missing sessions?" He said "Jonathan ! Because I've been talking to him instead because my husbands working late nights and smelling like bitches now!" I yelled "When?! All I've ever done was focus and love on you!" He yelled and I can't lie I was slightly frightened he doesn't yell . "What about Jade ?!" I challenged "I told you the shit was a mistake ! I'm not even about to go listing wrongs Leah because you've done plenty!!" He yelled . "Fuck you Justin !" I yelled honestly hurt but I guess this is how he felt all along . I went for the door . "Leah wait!" He called trying to get me to stop . "No fuck you!" I yelled rushing to my car locking myself inside. "Let's talk baby I'm sorry!" He said coming to the window. "Open the door , we can leave tonight I'm sorry" he said and turned the car on pulling out of the driveway. I can't believe this , I was getting to sloppy with outings I wasn't on top of things anymore and that hurts . He was upset but throwing shit in my face didn't help this situation at all. I cheated I know , I know what I've done and I tried to fight the issues I had but I just couldn't do that anymore. Instead of him being this way he can try being understanding. After driving around a while in my thoughts and ignoring his constant calls . I decided to get a hotel for tonight . I needed to be somewhere he wouldn't go looking just for some peace and maybe tomorrow we could talk. I checked in and went to my room going to get comfortable I can't do this tonight .
Justin
Shit! I thought to myself , I didn't mean to snap on Leah . I never let go of things that happened I forgave her and I pushed it to the back of mind but I've always wondered if she was back to her old ways or if she was lying to my face again. I loved her so I found a way to forgive her and do better on my part to make this marriage work. I saw a life with her when I met her in college and since I've been trying to see it through "for better or worse" . I shook my head in my thoughts before calling her again . She turned her location off and she wasn't taking any of my calls or responding to my messages and it was pissing me off . I wanted her to come home and we work this because I didn't mean to hurt her but why the fuck was she coming home late ? My communication could be better but it's a lot she could work on as well. I decided to make myself another drink before grabbing the bottle of Hennessy going to sit on the couch turning the television on . Fuck it I'll wait until she come home then , I'm not playing with Leah anymore . Either she's going to be honest or I gotta go. All the things she promised was out the window, where's our child? Her effort to be a better wife ? Her comfort? It's missing and I've been patient , very patient and it's killing me .
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I didn't remember falling asleep my alarm was going off and it was time for work . I was feeling like shit I shouldn't have drunk as much as I did. I grabbed my phone checking it as I went upstairs to shower and I had no texts or calls from my wife . I decided to call her again and she didn't answer so I left her another message "I know you see my calls , my texts and listening to the voicemails , I was mad baby I'm sorry . Call me back or something can you just be home tonight ? By 8 I'll be here , I love you" I hung up sitting the phone down getting in the shower. After 30mins in the shower , brushing my teeth etc. I got myself dressed coming down hearing Sharon come in. "Good morning Mr smith" she said "It's a morning , how are you?" I said making a cup of coffee "I'm doing fine how are you?" She asked "I'm ok , Leah's not here so you don't have to make breakfast, I'm on my way out of here . Tonight I'm ordering dinner so don't cook" I said "Yes sir is Mrs smith ok?" She asked "Yes thanks" I said grabbing my coffee leaving . If Leah don't bring her ass home tonight I'm going to find her ass.
