I am a paradox.
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad.
I am lazy, yet i am ambitious.
I don't like myself, but i also love who i am.
I say i don't care, but i really do.
I crave attention, but regret it when it comes my way.
I am a conflicted contradiction.
If i can't figure myself out, there's no way anyone else has.
