i faked every moment
think too much and not often enough
simultaneously, hoodie in the summer
been cut off nootropics
now my heart is going nonstop
every option a paranoiac pocket
everyone and everything a skinwalker
capgras gotta watch my damn back
shadows in the trees, counting every leave
weed make me panic
and im faking every moment
drifting in and out of cyberspace, so dramatic
unplug me next time i land in the hospital
tired of being weak, being a weeping pedestal
decaying from caffiene, a rotting let-you-know
tell me if these invasive strangers
are all mirrors of myself
teach me compassion
im tired of being the dive in the deep
dont even know if im faking it
even right now, dont pray for me
just send help or throw me out
