just little notes
..................................
it was a great day. I sat on my desk tapping my pencil. Five seconds of summer played on my phone in the background. I walked into the living room to find Mickey watching her biggest obsession. Vampire diaries. "hey can you help me out?" I asked. She always was a better writer then me. Even when she didn't try. She had great ideas and great writing style. She nodded."sure hold on" she squealed. "ok, I'm good" she shut off the tv and looked to me. "I can't figure out, how to write this and since you're such a great writer" she nodded. I envied her writing. How she did so good without trying. I don't know. But I try harder and harder everyday which is why you can always find me writing. "what about" I kinda zoned out. "I'm sorry what did you say" I asked. She shook her head "nevermind we will do this in the morning go to bed" I pouted by obeyed. I layed in my bed thinking. Maybe I should try a new passion. But I can't I have tried so hard to make my writing improve since seventh grade its been my passion. I cant just give that up. I decided to give it some more time. Even though I have given it 10 years. When I was younger all I ever saw for myself was have in an inseparable best friend, having a double wedding,double sweet sixteen, and traveling the world with my best friends or the person I love. I wanted someone who will love me and always be there. I wanted to be in love and married by at least 20. The world sure is different in our eyes when we are younger. Dreams dont always come true i guess. But at least half of them did. I'm traveling the world with my best friend. We are practically inseparable. I have also always wanted to start a band called inseparable. Ut seems like a good idea for a band of best friends. I have always wanted to do it. Maybe I should talk to Mick about it. But we are both shy so that probably wont work out. Plus we have tried so hard to get to where we are now and we cant just change course and throw everything away. I fell asleep and started dreaming of all the things we said we would do when we were younger. All the dreams we had. We always dreamt to do everything together.
