Only love can hurt like this..

19 ~ Life goes further

We were already done with eating, amd I was about to take a shower when I felt a lot of pain in my knee again.

"Ouch, fuck. LE?!?" I screamed
"Yes baby, what's wrong? Much pain again?" She said.
"Yes can you get me some painkillers?" I asked
"Yes of course my baby. Two?" She asked.
"Yes please, your the best!" I said
"Ohhh I know that already! But here you go." She said back.
"Thanks, I'm gonna take a shower."
"Okay, can I watch. Of course only to make sure your okay." She smirked
"If you want to, I'm not gonna take the nice view away from you." I said.
"Okay, then I know my place. And that is over here." She said while walking to the toilet to sit there.

I laughed and putted the shower on. Leah watched carefully, not letting her eyes wander off my body. I was done and Leah gave me my towel, and helped me dry my legs because I couldn't come below my knee. Once we laid in bed

"Le, honestly, I don't know what I would do without you. I think I wouldn't shower or anything and only sit on the couch being sad and depressed." I said.
"No worries, I love you and I want to show that as much as possible." She said and kissed my cheek.
"I love you too, will you come with me to hospital for the operation?"
"Of course, I have a match while your being operated. But I will make sure I'm there before, and when you wake up!" Leah said.
"You don't need to hurry for me though, there are also a lot of fans."
"I know, but I'll give them some extra attention next time. Your my priority that game." She said.
"Okay, love you. Sleep well and goodnight." I said.
"Goodnight, wake me up if your in pain alright?" Leah asked.
"Fine, goodnight." I said.

We cuddled up to each other and I fell asleep quickly, but woke up quickly as well. I looked at my phone for the time : 5.45am. God, why so early. Leah was still laying almost in me, as we always lay completely tangled into each other. So I decided that I would just lay there and admire her face until she wakes up. It took long enough, but around 9am she was finally awake.

"Goodmorning sleepyhead, how did you sleep?" I asked.
"Good, I think. You? Hoe long have you been awake?" She asked back
"Fine, woke up around 5.45am. But it's fine, I got some time to admire my beautiful girlfriend."
"Wait, do you have your sleep cycle again?" She asked.
"Don't know, maybe. Hopefully not, I hate it." I said back
"Have an eye on it please, and tell me. You can also wake me up to go to see the sunrise somewhere. I don't mind being up early." She said.
"Okay will do, when are you leaving to training? Because I want to come." I asked her.
"Around 20 I think, make sure your ready. Can you make breakfast this time?" She asked.
"Yes darling, I will." I awnsered.
"Okay, see downstairs in a bit."

I went downstairs and made a simple breakfast. Leah got downstairs 5 minutes after and we ate breakfast together.
We were both ready and we left to Arsenal training grounds. Leah was immediately called into a meeting, so I went alone to the gym, because the girls where first in gym. Later today they would go out onto the pitch.

"MEADOOOOO" I screamed when I saw Beth.
"Heyyy gurlll, how are ya?" She said.
"Mwah, bit depressed but Leah helps a lot. Where is your girl, AKA my sister?" I asked
"She went to the toilet, will be back in a minute I hope. Otherwise she is laying there unconsious right now."
"Don't scare me okay?" I said
"I'm not. I'm just hoping." She said when Viv walked in.
"Hoping for what? Hey sis." Viv said.
"Oh nothing babe, don't worry." Beth said. "Well, here is your sister Eef." She continued.
"Ahh cute, where you searching me?" Viv said.
"No, I wasn't. Just wanted to make sure this bitch didn't eat you for dinner yet." I reacted with a smile.
"Speaking friendly also exists, depressed 22 year old." Beth said while smiling.
"Oh, really? Look at yourself dump 27 year old born in Whitby." I tried to say as serious as I could.
"Bye bitch" Beth said. She clearly was done with my kid talks, I found it funny though. I like to irritate people.
"Bye dump chick." I said after her. "Bye Viv, good luck in gym." I continued.
"Thanks sis, there is Leah by the way. Can we maybe go and get dinner together or anything? I feel like we don't have any contact anymore, it saddens me sometimes."
"Oh yes of course, you should have said it earlier. When is it handy for you? Thursday or friday would be perfect for me." I reacted after I gave her a hug.
"Friday?" She said.
"Perfect, 6pm? I'll book a table at a nice restaurant." I said.
"6pm is fine, I'll pay though. It was my idea." She said.
"We'll split, I have money Viv. I work, I have Leah who has money and works. I'm wealthier then most people, know that please. I'm not your small, cute, little sister anymore." I said
"I know, but I just want to pay. I guess we'll see." Viv said.
"Fine, see you friday I think. I'm not going to the club until next week so, see you probably friday unless you come over." I said
"Alright, see you probably friday then." She said.

We give a hug to each other, and both walk away. I want to go home, and therefore I text Leah.

Le❤️‍🩹❤
Eef - Hey my Le, I'm going home. My knee starts to hurt and I'm tired. I can pick you up from training when your done if needed. I have my ring tone on full sound, so if I'm asleep I'll wake up. See you later and good luck baby. Love you X❤️
Leah - Hey darling, I don't know if your asleep. But your not picking me up, if something happens while driving the car it can get worse and the doctors said you should watch out with driving, and if possible just don't drive. Beth and Viv are dropping me, maybe they are coming over for dinner. Are you okay with it if they are? Sleep well, love you X❤️
Eef - Yeah fine, when will you be home though? Xx
Leah - Around 4pm I think, I can come earlier if needed? Xx
Eef - No no, it's fine. See you around 4pm then, love you so much X❤️❣️
Leah - Okay dear, see you around 4pm. Love you a lot XXX❤️💋