The Heart Wants What It Wants. (𝐋𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.)

- Three. (r)

Cinnamons POV.
May 5th 2022.

  "Journey you know I have to choose the color yellow it's only right!" Journey put down the wedding planning book and glared at me causing Letitia to lift an eyebrow.  "Damn did you ask Letitia what color she wanted to do?" She asked a very good question. I looked at Letitia who held her hands up in surrender. "I want white and you want yellow. How about we just mash them together." I nodded and placed my hand on her thigh while the other wrote down wedding plans.

       She flinched a little and that made it kind of..weird? She's been acting very very unusual since last night. We didn't even hold each other to go to sleep. I know my attitude can be a little alarming but I didn't mean for it to push her away. She was lovey dovey at first but now it's just a little strange.

    "Okay well I think that's enough wedding planning." I closed the notebook we had for it and moved my hand. "Yeah I'm kind of hungry." Letitia looked at me then gave me a small smirk. Now I'm confused.

"That's disgusting. I'm literally gagging." She fake gagged as me and Letitia giggled. "But Cinnamon your birthday is in 10 days. What's the moves?" I rolled my eyes because I completely forgot about my birthday. I usually don't do anything but I'm turning 27 and I have to go big. "Most likely gonna have a dinner then hit up insidious." Journey laughed most likely thinking about old drunk memories. "Boy I haven't heard about insidious since college! That's gonna be so damn fun."

        After Journey left, me and Letitia got ready for bed. She's still been silent and it's killing me. "Letitia, what's wrong?" I finally asked her as she was getting under the covers. "Nothing Cinnamon. Why do you ask?" She said turning to the side away from me. "Is it me? I do something wrong ? If I did I apologize baby." I tried not to sound weak but it's starting to hurt my feelings. You could tell by the way my voice cracked. She sat up and looked at me. There was a look I've never seen her have since I known her. Guilt.

     "I have something to tell you.." That sentence was like someone punching me in the stomach. I twiddled my thumbs and sat down preparing for the worse. "Um, the other day when I helped Dominique.." She paused as I tilted my head. It felt like I was holding my breath due to her tone of voice. "She came on to me." I closed my eyes as my overthinking mode turned on like a light switch. "Did you cheat on me, Letitia?" I asked lowly as she shook her head no looking down. I want to believe her.. I honestly do. But the way she was acting was too suspicious for me to handle. "If you have eyes for other people you need to tell me now...please don't hurt me." I started to tear up. I've been through enough hurt. Shit we both have.

     "Cinnamon you don't have to worry about me hurting you love. I don't have eyes for no one but you and only you." She grabbed my hand that had our engagement ring on it. "That's why I gave you this. Don't ever second guess it."

        (Play song.) She softly came up to my forehead and kissed it. Those soft lips that I missed so much came down to crash into mine. It was like electricity. Sparks and lights flew all around the room while the kiss was the most passionate it's been in a long time. "I love you, girl." She lowly said causing me to shiver. "I love you more baby."
  

           Letitia climbed on top of me without breaking the kiss. I could tell this wasn't just gonna be the regular rough sex we have. We were making pure love. My hands went to her waist as she straddled me, removing her lips from mine to go to my neck. I gave her more access as my hands roamed her bottom. She had on a black hoodie that I softly pulled over her head revealing her bare chest. My wife is as beautiful as the Mona Lisa with skin softer than cotton. She lifted off my big t shirt throwing it to the ground. "Gosh I missed you so much." She said kissing down to my bellybutton. Her kisses were so soft that I couldn't help but catch chills.

      She slipped off my panties while kissing down to my thighs. My leg was being lifted up so she could lay kisses all the way down to the bottom of my feet. She slowly spread my legs open as that throbbing sensation kicked in. The way she was treating me made me crave her tongue on me so bad. She finally went down and it felt like paradise. Gosh she licked me so slowly that it made me gasp. Her tongue went in between my lips as she inserted one finger curling it slightly. "Fuck, you're so wet for me." My back arched slightly as she growled on my clit. She slowly but surely took my soul by twisting her finger and her tongue at a slow speed. One of my hands gripped my chest to get my pleasure under control. She reached her free hand up to mine and intertwined them.

      "Ugh I-I fuck!" My moan turned into a stutter as my eyes filled with tears. The pleasure and passion was too overwhelming. I began to slowly grind to the rhythm of her tongue and finger action getting a tighter grip of her hand. "Look at me." My eyes went to hers as they twinkled so brightly. I tried not to close them as she came up to my face but continued to slowly finger me. "That's it. Keep those pretty eyes on me mama." She put her forehead on mine as that feeling in the bottom of my stomach began to rise. A couple of tears left my eyes while She watched my soul leave my body as a gasp left my mouth. I shook as I came on her fingers while she kept her eyes on me. I knew she wasn't done when she slid in another finger and began to slowly pound my cervix. I couldn't take it. "I love you so much." I whimpered and My free hand went to the back of her head.

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     That whole night was full of love and desire. We didn't stop until the sun came up. Just full of us expressing how much we love each other.