Secret between us

I wish that I was her

ALEX POV:

I'm waiting outside the mantler's door.

Lisa is currently talking to her mother, convincing her so I can stay here for a couple of weeks.

Honestly I feel like shit. 

I never thought my parents would let me go so easily, and even though I try to see the good part in this whole situation, i can't.

I mean...yeah. 

I can do my own things now, dress the way I want and feel free to express but...I can't deny that I love them, even though they have hurted me all my life.

My dad surprised me though. 

He dissapointed me, I thought something else. 

But as he says; I can't truly ever trust nobody.

-"Alex!" - Says Lisa, as she opens the door and lets me in.

-"Excuse me." - I say to her mother, while she stares at me.

-"I'm sorry your parents and you don't get along because you study arts...You always have to chase your dreams though!" - She says, being positive like her daughter and clueless about the real reason why I'm here.

-"Yeah, very sad." - I reply, looking down and pretending like i'm not lying.

-"I will take her to her room now, mother." - She says to her and her mom nods.

I look at Lisa while she takes my hand to take me to my new room.

-"You talk to your mom in such a formal way..." - I tell her, curious about it.

-"Respect is the most important thing in this house. I'd never disrespect my mother or let her down." - She says, serious and not looking at my eyes while she replies.

-"Hmm." - Is all I say.

I guess these two really love each other.

Not like me and my mom.

-"Here." - She says, opening the door to a very stylish room.

It has a lot of posters in the walls.

David bowie, Frank Ocean, Shake 070, Stranger things, rock bands.... 

Hm.

The sheets of the bed  is green and black and it has three dead plants, all dried out.

Poor plants.

-"damnnnn." - I say, not even thinking about the words that come out of my mouth.

-"Yeah. This is you new room." - She says, behind me.

-"It has a lot of style." - I point out.

-"Ich weiß...It's Lena's old room." - She says and now it all makes sense to me.

She likes Frank Ocean and David bowie huh?

-" Oh." - I say, remembering the thing this family did to Lena.

Fuck.

She didn't deserve that at all.

-"I'll leave you here, Alex. I have to go somewhere." - She explains, and leaves rushing out the door.

Hm.

I lay down in her bed, and wonder. what she's doing now...I haven't talked to her all day.

I grab my phone and search up.

*Calling lena*

-"Hey? Oh my god.. How are you?, I'm sorry I didn't call but I thought you were busy or something, and my call was gonna look suspicious to your parents. Did they forgive you? Are you okay? How do you feel?" - She says, not even taking a second to breathe.