The Neighbor

I'm What Now...

I woke up regretting what I did with Alex last week. Again. I didn't tell my mother of course. Why would I. I shouldn't have. Alex hasn't talked to me since. He played me. He really did play me. He won't open his window. He won't open his shades. I don't know what to do. I guess I got what I wanted. No more Alex Hayes.

!!Alex Hayes!!

I didn't use protection. Oh my god. What now! What happens if she gets pregnant. What then. My mother will kill me. I couldn't have. I can't even look at her. What if she is. It's all my fault. I used her adrenaline to my advantage and I pushed her to do it. I am capable of being a father? I really don't know. Oh god...

~~Brooklyn May~~

Time for school. I really don't want to go to school. It's Monday and I have been feeling a little nauseous all weekend. I walk downstairs.

" Hey sweetie. I have to go to the store after school, so I have an old onion pizza on the counter. Sorry sweetie" My mother says.

" It's fine" I laugh. I drop my bag on the floor and pull the pizza closer to me. My mom leaves. I open the box slowly and I am hit with the onion smell. I run to the bathroom down the hall and let it all go. What is going on. I see Alaina looking at me threw the window ( Alaina is Alex's mom. Just a refresher). She hurries over. She knocks frantically on the door. I open the door.

" Are you okay" She asks coming in.

" Yeah, just a little sick" I say.

" Stay home. I'll call your mom and tell her that your sick" Alaina says as she fixes some tea.

" Okay, thanks, but really I better head to school" I lift my bag.

" Put that down and sit on that couch" She instructs.

" I have a test today" I say as I walk out the door with her.

" Okay, if you throw up again, you come home" She yells to me as I get into my car. I smile and drive off. I call Destinee and tell her to come over. I tell her to bring some early pregnancy tests. I watched Alaina leave for work and then pulled back into my garage. I walked inside the house and quickly got to the toilet. I terminated all signs of my breakfast and made sure that they were all flushed away.

" I'm here with the tests" Destinee calls.

" Thank you" I manage to breathe.

" Your welcome" She says. She looks very confused. She leaves the bathroom so that I can take the test. I am really worried about the results, What do I do if I am pregnant. How could I ever tell my mother that?

I sit down and read the instructions. I rip open the package. I follow the instructions exactly. I have always been kind of a perfectionist. I take the test and leave it on the counter. I pace quickly around the bathroom. I couldn't be more nervous right now. I hear the timer on my phone go off. I open my eyes to see something. Something I was really wanting to see... The test came out negative. I walk out of the bathroom with a grin on my face.