Great Guy

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Jimin

Life has been a dream or a nightmare. I'm not quite sure which yet. Having all of those orders and sell outs every time the shop goes back live seems amazing. But getting to know Jungkook has been hard.

I've been trying to distance myself, but I can't help but talk to him whenever he messages. He really is perfect in my eyes. I'd love to be with him, but it's not practical.

That's why as soon as I sent him Cooky, I started to push harder and we no longer talk. I miss it, but it's for the best. I was starting to get a little delusional. Jungkook deserves better than that.

Sighing, I check the P.O. Box that Aera and I use for our business and my eyes widen when I actually find something that isn't junk mail. It's addressed to me specifically and it's from Jungkook.

What could it be?

I rush home and open the package as soon as I'm in my room. An audible gasp fills the room as I stare at a signed copy of JJK1 that says, "to Jimin, a total cutie."

Damn, I miss him.

Carefully, I open the album and I bounce when I see all the inclusions. I quickly run for my Jungkook dedicated photo card binder and grab my other materials before putting all of the cards away in the binder. It should have only come with one, but there's a total of a whopping thirteen, our favorite number. I blush, knowing I'll treasure these forever.

I decide to play the CD, despite having the album memorized at this point. While listening, I hug my own Chimmy into my chest and let Jungkook take me away. However, when I get up to turn off the CD player, a surprise track meets me.

When I see you smile in the screen
You're good at everything
You're just perfect
FeelslikeI've never beenyou

Do you even see me?
Do youknow who I am?
Or how do I look now?
You don't like me like that

Come and tell me so much, you beautiful heart
Oh I'm gonna listen to you
Please

All the numbers too big
Can't get out of your game
Oh I want to paint it like you
Please

I want to be your decalcomania
I want you
I want to be your decalcomania
I want
I want you

When the CD ends for real this time, there are tears streaming down my face. I wipe them and look back into the album box, noticing a note. I pick it up and sniffle.

'Hi, Cutie

I'd like to thank you for the Cooky standing doll and for letting me in, even if you're still guarded. I want to let you in all the way. That's why I included a song draft that I haven't shown anyone at all. You're the only one. Jimin, you're really special to me. Please contact me once you've read this.

-Jungkook xx'

I don't know why I do it, but I call Jungkook rather than text him.

He immediately picks up. "Hello? Jimin! Did you get the parcel?"

"Y-Yes. Thank you so much, Jungkook. It's weird hearing your voice on the phone. You sound well." I blush.

You sound hot, I think to myself.

He softly chuckles. "Really? Do I sound well? I love your voice. It's so soft."

"You sound healthy and rested. Thank you." I close my eyes and focus on him.

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