[Social Media + Omegaverse]
"I bought the whole collection, Jimin. Now, the only thing missing from my bed is you."
Owner of a small plushie shop, Park Jimin, is astounded when he realizes his business is buzzing. Confused, he goes to Twitter, only...
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Going to Twitter to see posts and articles about my relationship with Jimin makes me feel anxious and scared.
I go outside of my room to go to Seokjin and Namjoon's room. I knock thrice, and later on, Seokjin opens the door.
"We were about to go to your room. I guess you saw?" Seokjin asks.
I nod and walk inside of their room and sit on the small couch.
"Jungkook, we have to release a statement." Namjoon says.
"But it's up to you if you want to or not. We're just waiting for your decision." Seokjin says.
I sigh and close my eyes. "I'm overwhelmed. I need more time to think."
It's so unfair that our privacy was taken. I wanted the way I would share it to be beautiful, not something in response to something so sinister.
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"Jungkook, how are you?" Hoseok pats my shoulder.
I put on a faint smile. "I'm good, and excited."
"You don't look excited." Yoongi says while fixing his in-ear.
"Don't worry. I'm really okay. I'm just overwhelmed with the situation." I say and walk first.
We all prepare ourselves as the concert starts with our first song. I wave my hand to interact with Lyghts and smile, but I still feel upset.
I can't stop thinking about the statement that is supposed to come out after the concert. I can't focus, but I don't want this tour to ruin my group.
As we finish the first set of the concert, I keep on worrying about Jimin and Aera. I wonder if they're okay. I know that Taehyung is helping them, but I can't help but worry.
I feel like I ruined them.
I feel like it's all my fault they are experiencing all of this.
I think I ruined Jimin's life, because why would I allow a statement that we're officially dating in this state?
Am I worth the struggle?
Am I worthy of love?
I work hard and barely eat, but I feel like it's not enough.
The encore starts, and I see a bunch of signs that say, "International Golden Alpha." It is my turn to speak.
I take a deep breath first. "Good evening, Lyghts."
The screams make me feel more emotional, and I haven't even started my speech yet.
"I-I... Th-Thank you for coming—" I breakdown and sob so hard that I can't say the words I want to say.
Yoongi and Hoseok approach me. "Jungkook? Look at us... Your scent..."
My hands are shaking, and I can't contain my tears. The next thing I know, the staff take me off of the stage and give me an inhaler.
Yoongi and Hoseok apologize for ending the concert quickly, and hurry to check my condition. I can't breathe. I want to go to the hotel... I can't be here... My heart is hurting so bad...
"T-Take me back... to the hotel... Please." I say.
Namjoon and Seokjin arrive as well. "Jungkook... We will take you there." Seokjin and Namjoon help me to stand up, and we head to the car to go back to the hotel.
When we arrive at the hotel, I quickly head to my room. Seokjin and Namjoon follow me.
I hop on the bed and bury myself in the pillow that has Jimin's scent on it.
"I-I need... Jimin... I want Jimin... Please, get out!" I scream as my eyes turn red.
Seokjin widens his eyes and looks at Namjoon. "Let's just leave him for the meantime." Namjoon nods and leaves my room.
