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1st day - Last Week

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Home alone, being alone in your home might be the best feeling for everyone. You can do everything you want; you can watch television for the whole day, you can play video games for the whole day, everything that you've always wanted to do, but only for hours unfortunately if you have anyone living with you like your parents, siblings, or maybe that extroverted partygoer roommate that you have. But, if you're always alone in your home then you might be used to being alone in the dark, or are you really used to it? Maybe you act like you do and you really are scared of being alone in the dark, admit it or it will know what you fear and use that fear to lure and kill you. It hates liars, it hates people, it hates everyone, it hates you and wants to kill you too. Maybe it's now inside your home, or maybe someone else's. But no matter what, it's coming for me, and it's coming for you, maybe today, maybe tomorrow. Who knows? Sometimes, this world is so unpredictable, you can't always expect everything that is going to happen.

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January 23, 2023, Monday

It was such a beautiful day, the sun is shining, the sky is blue, the clouds are white, everything is just such a normal morning. A teenager girl named Lara, around 16 years old, is walking along the sidewalk, being on her way to school, wearing her school uniform while also having her black jacket over her shoulders, she's also wearing glasses, making her look like a nerd. She's just all by herself, being lonely while looking down. She has a frown over her face.
The school that she's attending in is open while the students are coming in, being with their friends, chatting, making a lot of noises while Lara is just there, walking in the gates of the school, looking at all the students. She's just all quiet, being all by herself, knowing that she doesn't even have any friends at all, no one even bothered to talk with her just because she's all quiet, she didn't even make a single sound and didn't even bother staying with people. For Lara, she's just misunderstood, she's quiet not because of how she doesn't like people like what introverts do. She thinks that she's not an introvert, she's just mute, she is unable to speak. No one knows the reason but she knows that she just didn't say a single word ever since she witnessed her family's death.

As you can see, she was just traumatized by it. When she was just a child, her big brother was in such a pain, he was suffering from a sickness called pneumonia. After weeks of being in the hospital, Lara was just there, watching his body slowly become lifeless.
After that, she was traumatized, can't even speak a single word after that. But the terror never ended at that part yet, her mother, Lara watched her mother when she was going in the kitchen, just seeing her mother holding a knife and now stabbing herself on the stomach. Lara knows that she heard her mother say: 'I just want to meet him and hug him again.' Before she did that.
Now, after Lara's father knew about this, all Lara can remember is that her father, around April, bought a gun before using it to shoot himself on the head.
And now, Lara is the only one left in this family. She even once tried to kill herself like her parents but was caught in act, seeing her about to cut her throat in the kitchen of her old school.

And now, she's just here, sitting on her seat in her classroom, being lonely as usual. No one else knows about her past except for the other teachers, that's mostly the only ones who knows about her. At this point, she doesn't even know why she's still here, still here just for her not to have friends at all. Lara is just jealous of everyone who have friends, having fun and all while she's just there, depressed, quiet, and that's all. She never did anything else, just go to school, go to her home just to draw things that she likes, that's all.

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Now here she was, walking along the left side of the street, holding her backpack, being on her way home. The sky is now kind of pinkish while kind of red, while the clouds are getting a little dark, indicating that it's almost evening. Lara never even thought about doing anything else but doing all the same things which is truly boring but she just went for it. She wondered why she never wanted to interact with anyone, all she can answer to herself is that she was just jealous of everyone, that's all.
Yeah, this is how boring Lara's life is, Lara is just depressed and never tried to do anything about it. She once had a therapy after trying to kill herself but Lara thinks that she's just making the therapist sound like a broken record, asking the same questions everyday just for those questions to get unanswered even if she just has to write her answers but she never felt like doing it.