The Second Chance

2021

Dear diary: Now i'm writing this the 12/15 2022, I have too much to tell you. Since now I'm going to tell you about what is happening to me, but first, I need a presentation. My name is Byron Addams. I live in Uruguay, Montevideo to be more exactly, I'm 22 years old. My profession? None, My studies? I didn't finish any career, I have to decide what to study, I think in the future so many times, somehow I worried about it so many times, but my friends are helping me with that.

Talking about my friends... Well, that is one of the reasons why i started to write you diary. 

Why my friends? Well if you see I'am kinda "special", I don't have any friends in real life. I'm so close with the people, I feel anxious, nervous, etc. Is something hard to me socialize with people in real life. I had friends in a past in real life, but was it, "past", and also I discovered they were bad friends in some moment of my life, obviously I did wrongs too, but that is unfair anyway. Probably you will not understand nothing Diary, but let me explain the story of my friends actually.

I met them since a year, I was trying to looking for a discord to practice nordic languages, if you see, I'am so fan of Nordic cultures and languages. Before of that? Nothing really, I was studying a basic grade of medicine to get a job and get some money, I was so focus in that, I didn't have any time to focus in another thing, except like videogames of course, I'am so fan of. 

After finished the medicine grade, I had more free time, so I decided "why not?" and I joined to that server to learn nordic stuff. Before of that, I wasn't fan of discord to use those servers, I used discord to play with my cousin and my brother or for random videogames tournaments, nothing important. 

So when I joined in that server, I was a little confused, but I felt excited, I couldn't believe I was talking with people from Scandinavia, inclusive I got confidence and I joined in a voice channel to listen what language they were speaking. They were speaking english, if you see, Scandinavia has so many dialects, so they can't understand each other.

I remember I wasn't good at english, I knew how to write a bit, speak? Well I could have done better, the point is, I didn't just get better with some nordic languages, I got better at english so much, literally I can communicate very much better than before actually.

I don't want to lose the common thread, the first people that I've met there was Annie and Gaesha, They are from USA, not nordic, but they are so beautiful people I swear, They were so enchanted with me and always when I connected talked to me for a long time.

I remember one day, we organize a Minecraft server to play together, we were a lot people, but the most known people for me were Annie and Gaesha. There was an indian guy and french guy (Louis) too. Louis actually is one of my best friends, I've not talk with him latest but I know he is a nice guy .

After that, more people joined into the Minecraft server. One of the most important person for me actually, you will understand why diary, but I promise you, is all of good the world have, and this world is so cruel and full of disaster.

Her name is Amaya, I remember she invited her friend Dahiane, and both started to play. They didn't know what to do, and that was kinda funny and cute, I remember how they went in house to house checking the houses, but if there is something that i'am so sure about, they were so obsessed with my viking house, they spent a lot time there on my throne that I made.

Amaya and Dahiane are finnish, Finland has pretty language, I had the belief Finland is not such of scandinavia, like is not scandinavian, but they has a pretty lovely culture and tradition. The point is, I was so obsessed with others nordic countries and culture and I didn't see Finland, that is an amazing country. Imagine diary, actually I have more friends from Finland than other nordic countries, they are so kind and friendly people.

I have this memory, all people there in channel voice were a little nervous, well... So nervous to be exact. Like that was my first time, we would say I spoke english really, before of that i didn't used of, so you can imagine all the problems that I had to speak, also is hard to me speak in my native language, imagine in a foreigner language, but whatever, all startings has a difficult i guess.

After play minecraft with wonderful people that day, I continued to talk to some people, well I didn't talk with Amaya and Dahiane at that point still, I frequented to talk with Annie and Louis, but that was the begginning of a wonderful story. And still today the story is continuing...

I see you the next chapter!!! I hope you like it so much!!!

Also i hope constructive criticism of your part, so i would get better so much thanks to you uwu

bye byeeee ^^...