The Breeding

chapter 9

I'm on the floor shaking, Nyx is completely covering my body with his as another loud bang goes off that shakes the whole house. I whimper and squeeze my eye's closed tighter, I reach out and cling to Nyx pulling him closer to me.

After the house stops shaking and the noise isn't loud anymore I hear worried shouts and fast footsteps all over the house.
I have my face in the crook between his neck and shoulder and everything is muffled and my heart is pounding so loud I'm sure he can hear it.

He's holding me so tightly to him and whispering to me telling me I'm okay and that I'm safe. I'm trying not to cry and make thing's worse but it's all to much the noise the bangs I feel like I'm about to pass out from hyperventilating.

"She's in here, I've got her!" Nyx shouts to someone and I realize that the shouting was people yelling my name.

"It's ok, try and breathe for me little bird" Nyx murmurs soothingly into my hair.

He pulls me on top of him so I'm on his lap with his arm's wrapped around me.
I'm gasping into his neck and my whole body is trembling uncontrollably in his lap.

There is feet rushing toward us and then I hear them enter the kitchen.

"Oh thank God's I was so fucking scared we couldn't find her anywhere" I'm assuming that was Larsyn.

"Is she okay?" someone else questions.

Nyx pulls me closer to him and leans back against the counter " I don't know I think so but she's shaking and not breathing properly!" He exclaims.

I feel hands move on my back then I'm being moved until I'm looking into pretty hazel eye's.

"Hi love I'm krew, I need you too do what I do ok?" He asks in A deep voice.

I'm still sitting in Nyx's lap but I'm completely turned around facing Krew now.

I nod to him in answer.

"Good girl, I'm going to take deep breathes I need you to breathe with me, can you do that love?" He asks while moving hair away from my eye's and cupping my face softly.

I nod again and follow his breathing and exhaling until I'm not gasping and trembling as much, my heart has slowed down and I'm completely focused on Krew looking at his full lips and hard jaw.

"You're doing such A good job love" he whispers and I realize that our faces are so close I can feel his breath on my lips.

I don't know why but the way he keeps praising me is making want to do everything he says so he'll keep doing it. I start to feel butterflies in my stomach and I feel my cheeks start to burn from thinking about it.

I remember I'm still on Nyx's lap and I'm only wearing one of their T-shirts making me blush harder. I look down and see the shirt has ridden up my legs almost to my waist, I still have bruises on them but they are slowly fading.

I'm embarrassed about freaking out and them all witnessing it, I feel tears coming back but I can't stop them this time.

Krew is still holding on to my face and must feel my tears slide down my cheeks, he lifts my face up to his and wipes them away with his thumbs.

"What's wrong beautiful, why are you crying?" He demands softly.

I hiccup as more tears fall.

"I didn't mean to freak out" I whisper still looking into his eye's " I don't want you guy's to think I'm weak and can't do anything right".

"Hey no one thinks that, we know you've been through so much" he murmurs still wiping my face with his hands " we were all so worried when we couldn't find you, we won't let anything hurt you anymore".

He looks down at my bruised legs and back up to my face.

It's hard to accept they would protect me when they barely know me, when no one ever has not my mom not my dad... No one.

But they did, they were.

I can see in his eye's that he means it, it takes my breath away the realization that people care and worry about what happens to me.

"No one ever has before" I tell him quietly.

"No one ever has what?" He questions.

"Cared... About me" I tell him honestly "worried about me".

He looks so heartbroken by that I wish I could take it back.

He leans his forehead against mine and exhales " I promise you that I will do everything in my power to make sure nothing and no one ever hurts you or makes you feel unloved ever again, I know you don't know me but I never break A promise".

I rush into his arm's and wrap myself around him with my face against his chest, he smells so good that I end up kinda sniffing his shirt.

"Are you smelling me baby?" He asks with humor in his deep voice.

"A little bit..." I mumble into his chest hiding my face in embarrassment.

He laughs and it's so hot that I shiver against him as he talks "do I smell good or bad?".

I smell him again and smile " good.... Really good".

He groans and pulls my body closer to him so I'm almost off of Nyx's lap, and that reminds me that I'm sandwiched between two guy's in only A shirt and the other guy's have been watching us and heard everything.