𝙍𝙪𝙞𝙠𝙖𝙨𝙖 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙞𝙘 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧 ⭐

This story will have trigger warnings such as:
S3lf harm
Death
Su1cidal thoughts
Bullying
Slurs
And probably non cannon personalities

Read carefully!

Ruis POV:

Im at school, on the rooftop (aka wonderlands x showtimes usual meeting place). Me, Nene, and Emu are all here, but Tsukasa is nowhere to be found.
We all wait for a while, say 10 minutes, until finally, the star showed up. Except, he looked nothing like a "star", instead, he looked like a rag that had been left in the snow for too long. Emu saw him from the corner of her eye while eating.
"WHAA!! TsukASAAA!!! WONDERH— Eh-?" She ran over to him, but abruptly stopped when she saw him. He was a sight, alright.

Tsukasa Tenma, the self-proclaimed star, stood with his head hung low infront of us, his usually shiny, silky hair, now looking scruffy and knotted. We couldnt see the look on his face, from his head being low.

"WHAAA, TSUKASA-KUN WHAT HAPPENED DIDYOUGETRANOVER?!?!!?" Emu screams. "..o-oh, haha, n-no, i was just in a bit of a rush this morning is all!" Tsukasa says, chocking on his words. He keeps his head hung low. "Tsukasa, are you alright, is your starhood falling?" I let out a small chuckle.

"nah, ill be fine"

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The rest of the day carried on like normal. The next day, Tsukasa looked even worse, and today, I saw his face. His... sad face.
He ate his lunch with no expression on his face. "Hey, Tsukasa, look at me for a second." I said to him, worried. He lifted his head up at me with a small, "hm?"

His eyes, once full of confidence and glitter, were now, dull orbs, all red and puffy. It was so obvious that he had been crying earlier in the day. "...hm, that must hurt. Come here." I took 3 icecubes out of my drink and wrapped them in a small cloth. "Rui- what are you doing-??" The boy said in confusion. "Here, close your eyes." He obliged, i held the cloth on his closed-eyes. "Wh—" "Why did you hide the fact that you cried, Tsukasa?" I said to him. His face went pale. "h—how-" "It was so obvious, your voice is choking up, and your eyes were puffy." He was silent. "Why did you cry? You dont need to be embarrassed about it." I said. "Im not..its just..-"

"Just?"

"..."

I wrap my arms around my best friend, the cloth i gently placed over his eyes fell off. Oh well.
"What happened, Tsukasa?"
"...saki."

My heart dropped.

I could feel him starting to cry while i hugged him. I got the point, and sighed. What was the point of the cloth now? "Its alright Tsukasa, no need to say it, i know.."
We sat like that for a while.
I comfort him for his loss.

"...thank you, rui."
"Anytime."
"hey, i have an extra bento in my bag that i accidentally made, you want it?"
"Oh, sure~"
"Its at my locker, ill wait here."
"alright" I stand up, and walk away, the boy sitting there now alone, waiting.

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Finally, found his locker. I open it, taking out his bag, and kneeling on the floor, looking for the bento in it.
Whats this? A first aid box? Whats this in here for?? Maybe stage accidents? Then again, we already have one for those.
I open it, inside of it being anti-disinfectant wipes, bandages, plasters, and a small black box. I open the box out of curiosity. My eyes widen and my face goes pale when i see the contents.
A blood stained razor blade.
I sigh. I guess i understand why he would do this...i mean, its not like i havent before. I put the lid back on the box, putting it back into his bag, taking out the lunch box, and walking back to him.