Red Box

Re-Birthed |14|

Being in a coma is really scary, it's like your staring at a blank dark wall for what seems like hours. Hearing the sounds of machines and people talking all around you. Wanting to talk but you can't. Your stuck, in the darkness. Surrounded by nothing

I've been through this before,now I get to experience it again. This time without no one sticking by me to wait patiently until I wake up. Well expect for the nurses and doctors. But other then that I got no one. I don't hear Carlo so I know I'm all alone. Go figure
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"What's the status of this patient?" A female voice asks
"22 year old female, got shot in the right side of her back almost hitting her spinal cord. She needed surgery immediately to stop the bleeding. Patient lost a lot of blood so surgeons tried CPR, and used a defibrillator. Both were not successful. So they had to put her on life support. Time will tell if she wakes up" another female voice explains

"Alright thanks" the other female voice says in a happy tone

Is this girl okay? I'm literally lying here in a coma and she has a happy tone in her voice after hearing what happened to me. I'm gonna beat this girl up once I get out of this Fucking coma

I'm not sure why Carlo isn't here, probably because I mean nothing to him I mean after all I am a worthless broke stripper.

I'm used to it now. When I was 16, I was in a Relationship with this guy who was I think about 3 or 4 years older then me.
Me and him got along so well, we hung out, we had similar interests, got along well, bla bla bla.
My mom always told me to break up with him because it's dangerous to be with a guy who is 19 or 20 when your 16. Obviously me being me, I didn't listen. I wanted to be ruthless, I wanted to be cool. But most importantly, I wanted to be loved. I wanted validation that I was wanted and needed.
So a year goes by and me and him are about to do the deed. He had told me that he didn't have any protection on him so I said "screw it" so we did it raw, without any protection. A couple weeks go by and I noticed that I hadn't had my cycle for a couple of days. So I decided to take a pregnancy test just to be safe. I find out that I was pregnant. I didn't know what to feel,Happy or sad?
So I told my boyfriend and he said to just abort it so that's what I planned on doing. A week later it was time to get the abortion done. My boyfriend had promised that he would be there by my side but, he didn't show up. He left me there, all alone

So I'm hoping that Carlo is out there trying to figure out who the fuck shot me, but I highly doubt that. Why would he love me? After all I'm just some fuck toy.
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After hours of sitting here in the darkness I see a bit of light. Could it be that I'm waking up or am I dead? It's like in the movies where people say "go to the light" when they see their family on their death bed

I hear machines going crazy around me

"She's waking up!" I hear one of the doctors yell

5 seconds later I'm Re-Birthed. And greeted with intense light. I'm confused and concerned as to what is happening right now. Am I a baby?Am I in another life?

"Someone call the boyfriend" one of the doctors shouted
For me or for my possible new mom?
"Anastasia, we're so glad that your awake. Can we get you anything?" One of the nurses asks

I can't speak though because I have a Fucking tube in my mouth. This dumb bitch.

"Ohh I'm so sorry, I totally forgot." The nurse finally noticed the tube I had in my mouth and took it out

"I..want..my fam-family" I struggle to say while tears start to flow down my cheek
Fuck why am I crying? I never cry

"Aww hunny, your boyfriend is on his way. He will be here soon" the nurse says while grabbing me a cup of water