From the very beginning, I hated the feeling of falling in love, not because I despise romance, but due to the fact that "everything that falls, breaks" and I dislike breaking just for the reason of risking your all to win the game of love. Yet like how other mortals first encountered the feeling, I was left in awe. You did not appear like some sort of prince charming pulled out from a storybook nor a bad boy everyone wishes to change when in love. You were just... ordinary and yet, you're unbelievably amazing. That was when I realized Cupid's arrow hit me and it punctured my heart. And when you left? I was unable to move, to step forward, and to let go of someone I do not own in the first place. And the mere thought of it hurts for I still messed up despite me building walls around myself and protecting my heart at all cost. In the end, I became a loser I never wished of being.
Date written: 12/06/2020
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A JOURNAL: WORDS FROM HER YOUNGER SELF
De TodoA compilation of proses, poetries, and stories she couldn't bury underneath her heart's graveyard.
