Remorse and Demise

LAVENDER

Sitting on my bed

 I'm hearing different sounds

Sounds of you and me

 how we used to laugh together

Suddenly I got reminded of how it all went down

I never thought the day you and I will part ways will come

Let's stop pretending that we both are fine

Pull me in your arms and never let go

 I will tell you what's wrong and you will tell me answers

LUNA

Answers which I'll never be sure about if they are the best

But you will still hear me with great patience

Admiration of you will shine in my eyes 

And i will hold on to you a little tighter for the moment

LAVENDER

I will close my eyes and think that everything is fine

But oh you weren't there

 it was my imagination

You were there but in my imagination

I will look at my hands cuts that can't be seen with naked eyes 

But if you were there who knows you might've stopped me

 But now it's done 

Everything is going to be fine I told myself but it all went down so suddenly 

That day that shouldn't have come 

Is now here 

Hope we meet again in afterlife

How things will be different there 

I hope i meet you again

I can just hope that things will be different there

LUNA

And while you rest in the grave

I will be crying my eyes out

I will never be able to forgive myself for not being there

For not being able to hold your hand every time it got colder 

Afterlife may be a myth

But it became the hope you held on

Nothing would be the same without you in it 

Life will turn upside down

And I will bath in the regret

Like you bathed in blood

LAVENDER

I'm still hearing the sounds 

But this time, they are not our laughs 

They are not those laughs that I got used to 

They are the sounds that are of regret, fear and sadness

White flowers that you used to put on my hairs

Are now lying there on my grave

Those hands which used to hold me