11 :: DECISIONS, DECISIONS...

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In the end, we decided to go to Harry’s apartment, so I could get to know his friends slash band members more.

“Are you ready?” He asked as he put his hands on the small doorknob. I nodded, inhaling hard. He smiled and turned the knob. The door opened with a creak.

As I stepped two of my feet on the apartment room floor, I saw each band members doing different, random things. Niall’s playing video games. Liam is sleeping on the seat next to where Niall’s sitting. Zayn is gone, and so is Louis.

“Where’s Zayn and Louis?” I asked. Harry walked inside behind me.

“Oh, hey, Taylor!” Niall said, pausing his video game. “Harry didn’t tell us you would be here.”

“It’s just a surprise decision.” Harry shrugged. I smiled.

“Hi, Niall.” I laughed as I watched Liam sleep comfortably on the seat, his legs dangling on the on-person couch.

“He likes to sleep now and then,” Harry whispers at my ear. “he’s the only one feeling tired after every day’s rehearsals.”

“I heard that.” Liam groaned, his eyes still closed and his accent showing, just like the others. I laughed in a not-so-Taylor manner.

“Come on, let’s go to my room.”

“You have different rooms?” I asked Harry.

“Yeah, this apartment’s special, given to us by our manager.” He winked. “We have five rooms inside this apartment, and one more extra for our group room, which we mostly crash into when we don’t want to go to the living room.”

Harry led me to the room to the left. It was only a few steps away, and he opened the doorknob so we can get inside. The design of Harry’s room is like any other boy’s: Posters pasted on the wall—mostly their band’s posters—tickets also paste don the wall—some of it where their concert’s tickets—and guy things. Like guy combs and a guy closet. He’s really a guy. Really.

“Feel at home.” Harry insisted, and I smiled and slumped myself at his comfy bed.

“Your beds are really squishy!” I said, laughing. “I can automatically sleep in here after a few seconds.”

“Yeah, I know.” He laughs with me.

“I don’t know why Liam chose the couch. Don’t you guys all have the same beds?”

“We do, but Liam gets comfortable at the couch. It’s the first thing he sees whenever we get home.”

“You guys don’t go home at your own homes?”

“We like bonding with each other.” He winked at me, and I laughed harder, rolling myself up to his pillow. I pinched my fingers to his soft cushion. “You know,” I said, deciding to suddenly kill the mood. I felt Harry sit on his bed behind me.

“What is it?” He asked.

“Robert… well, we had a meeting earlier with Robert, right?” I said.

“Yeah, you said that earlier outside the studio, remember?”

“Yeah, but… well…”

“Just tell me. It’s okay.”

No,” I grumbled, burying my face into his pillow. I smelled Harry’s scent, and it’s a good scent, the one I would remember forever. “you won’t.”

“No, I’ll understand whatever you’ll say.” He promised. I uncovered my face to breathe some air, and I inhaled, accepting the fact that I’ll have to do this in the future anyway, if I don’t do it now. Which will hurt more for him, and for me.

“What is it, Taylor?” He asked.

“Harry,” I mumbled, my voice becoming weaker. “Robert said… well, I… think we should break up.”

Silence. Complete silence. I closed my eyes, waiting for him to speak, because I’m definitely not ready to speak again right now.

“Robert said that?”

“And some other guys, too. Well… guy.” I said.

Harry sighed, and I opened my eyes. I rolled around to face him. He’s wearing this sad face that I can’t help but close my eyes again. But I didn’t, I tried so hard not to close my eyes. I stared at him straight in the eye.

“So you think of your fans and your career more than me?” He asked. I felt like nails are shooting my heart, and it’s not a good thing.

“No, Harry, it’s not like that—”

“No, it’s like that, Tay. I thought you weren’t going to treat me like your other boyfriends. I thought this will be your last one, and the one that you’ll be with forever, but it’s not.” He frowned, and I felt tears starting to well up my eyes. “I can’t believe you, Taylor.” He stood up and went outside the room, slamming the door behind him. I started to cry, and I dried my tears quickly with Harry’s pillow. I hope he’ll realize that it’s not because of me. That it’s not like that. Well, it may be because of me… a little, but hey… I don’t know what to even do anymore. If I lose my career, my family will be back to normal. If it wasn’t for my career, my family would be having a hard time again. But my mom’s always smiling, so in the first place, I didn’t notice it. But… Ugh!

I stood up and went outside the room that’s not mine. And not my boyfriend’s, if I even have a boyfriend anymore. I tried not to cry again, and I walked to the living room. I searched for Harry without anybody noticing it. Liam’s still sleeping, and Niall’s still playing. Niall waved goodbye at me with a sympathetic smile. Great, so he already knows the news. I managed to smile back and wave goodbye, and close the apartment door softly behind me, sadness still filling me. I looked at the floor while I searched for my phone in my bag. I called George to drive me home.

For the first time, I don’t feel like talking to him with a happy smile today.

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