Code RED. {HAYLOR FAN-FIC; Unedited -- Beware!}

12 :: EVERY TIME I DON'T, I ALMOST DO

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I looked at the news article in the web. Nice, I get a great news before I even eat Lunch.

TAYLOR SWIFT AND HARRY STYLES BREAK-UP?!

Taylor Swift is found walking outside the boy band One Direction’s private apartment alone! What happened? Why isn’t Harry Styles there with her?

Well, one thing’s for sure: They probably broke up. I wonder why now…?

After thirteen boyfriends in only a few years of her career, who will Taylor Alison Swift date next? Because for many people, they always know that there will be a next one, and a new song after.

Check out one of the songs people made for what they think Taylor’s next break-up song will be. One Direction fans are adding their hates on the Pop/Country singer even more, and they’re even helping her make the song! But it’s not a good thing, though…

This is GOSSIP 101, bringing you the cheesy gossips about artists anytime, anywhere.

Oh, great. A small article which says a LOT. What’s next?

I groaned loudly. My not-Taylor self is showing again, and I don’t like it. I always show it whenever I’m depressed and sad. This is definitely a depressing and sad moment.

My hands have been itching lately, asking so hard for my brain to pick up my phone and call him. But it’s useless, he’s probably still angry. If he wasn’t, he’ll probably be the one to call. So I’m just gonna wait. If “wait” is still in my vocabulary anymore. Or patience, even.

I told my mother everything yesterday once I went home, crying. She comforted me like real mothers would, but it still hurts, you know? It’s like regretting something because of something you did to save more people. I don’t know the best choice to pick: A choice that can make a million fans and families happy, or a choice that can save a relationship between two artists who love each other? What’s right? What’s wrong? Because if I could actually choose both, then I would have done that earlier.

I slumped myself on my bed and covered my face with a pillow, then I started crying. Crying like I’m in Grade School again, being bullied by my classmates, shunned by the popular ones. It’s like childhood all over again, but it’s broadcasted internationally like a public diary. A real public diary.

I don’t know if I would even make a song about Harry anymore. Because the motivation my haters are giving aren’t really good ones that can actually motivate me. It’s not a good thing, and I’m wondering what Robert is thinking right now. I wonder what my fans are thinking right now. I wonder what the others are thinking right now. And most importantly, I wonder what he’s thinking right now. Is he even actually thinking about me, or is he just continuing his rehearsals and ignoring me from his thoughts, erasing me from his brain like nothing happened between us? I don’t want that, because it would be unfair. He’s forgetting me, but I’m not forgetting him.

I remember what Selena once told me: Everything has a positive side. I wonder if this has a positive side? This problem? This… this… not-so-lucky “thing”?