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Broadcast Journalism...
The dream I'm currently working of. 2 years of Masteral nalang naman then I'm all good. gonna work and earn my own money na, and...hays. I don't know if Simon and I were still fine during that day but I hope we were.
It's December 23 and I'm still waiting for his message but I keep myself busy. I'm arranging my stuffs, cleaning my things, and all. I can see my improvement, sa lahat ng bagay. from ugali, traits and all.
On lunch, I cooked Adobo which Simon taught me pero... it's too salty! pero our maids still eat it even though I'm not a good cook hehe!
I also did a work out and I'm testing myself if I was still flexible like I was in Grade school and yeah, I am still. what a productive day pero may kulang pa rin eh...
I'm getting myself ready na talaga, and I've ordered some gifts online. I wanna gave Simon a watch so I ordered a Rolex Blue Submariner and it came so fast nagdagdag lang ako ng fee. I also ordered gifts for my family, Nana and also presents for my maids and guards and drivers.
"I hope he likes it!" I said.
I'm so excited to see him na! siguro may surprise siya or what, and siguro he has a Good news or what...I kept myself positive even though nag ooverthink na ako kung nasaan ba siya at anong ginagawa niya at...kung magkikita pa ba kami.
My maids also lightened up the chirstmas tree and the sounds really feels like a chirstmas. A very cold christmas...a very lonely and sad Christmas.
I always checked my phone and I hope I can get a message from him.
Should I go to his house?
Or...
Should I wait?
I'm excited that Nana will gonna go here soon! but I'm still overthinking cause maybe next month or next next month...Simon will go home to the Philippines and built his own dream.
But I remember the thing that I've said when we were in Kathmandu...
"Kung aalis ka...w-wag ka na magpaalam sa akin"
What if he left na?
Gosh!
It's so hard and frustrating!
Feels like there's something that choking me so I couldn't breathe properly!
Hindi ako makaiyak, hindi ako makagalaw. hindi ko alam ang gagawin, I-I don't know what to do!
I literally frozed up and I just look at the same way. I don't know! Fuck! I'm messed up!
It's 5:30 P.M here in London and I'm just looking at the window, on the same way, on the sunset when my phone beeps. I hope he's the one who messaged me.
And...I trembled pa when it's him! he has a message and he's still here in London!
Nandito siya...
From : Simon
The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?
He messaged me that so random! So I smiled and look at the window again.
Yes it is...it was so beautiful yet mesmerizing...
I felt relieved when he messaged me, now I can assure that he's near me and he's not busy na.
I sighed heavily, a sigh of relief. I wanna talk to him, I badly wanna tell him all of my stories because he's the best. the best in all way!
And I stopped when he messaged me again.
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