How to make Simon Marcos fall inlove?

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I saw him running while crying and I was left here so dizzy and such a mess and a whole God damn crazy girl. I just found out that I'm walking alone while crying and a headache towards our house. And when I got into my bed, everything sinks in.

The fact that our time has been ended...

And the fact that I still did not know how to make him fall in love ...

I really don't know how to react or what I just cry and cry until it hurts no more but...it keeps on hurting me lang. hindi naman na bago sa akin ang saktan ni Simon but this one Hits so different.

Like...it is the ending of our story...

When I saw our photo album on the corner of my bed...I saw our moments, our pictures, the photographs, the memories of us...

I hear our laughs and I saw our happiness there.

Bakit sa umpisa lang laging masaya?

Bakit sa umpisa lang ganoon ang lahat?

It's me again. myself and nobody else. how I wish there is someone who I can  lay my head with, who can listen to my rants but it's Simon. siya lang ang kayang gumawa nun pero, iniwan pa din ako.

For good...

It wasn't easy but I need to accept it. that we begin as a strangers, and we will remain as strangers as the day or these days may pass by.

I throw all of our pictures and the photo album and I shouted so loud that I wanna tear myself into pieces, I wanna ask if what's wrong with me? But if I do that, sino nalang ang kasama ko? sarili ko nalang naman ang kasama ko, sasaktan ko pa ba?

"Aaaaahhhhh!!!"

I went downstairs and I get the medicines. I just wanna be at peace, no more stress no more pains...just peace but when I was about to take the prescriptions, may pumigil sa kamay ko.

I looked at her and there goes that face that I missed for months...

"Ayan ba ang itinuro ko sa'yo?" she said and I just frozed up. "Tsk, tsk, Venice nako! mag-usap nga tayo" she added and clean the mess of the medicines.

W-Where did she came from? kailan pa?

She sighed. "Venice, ano, sumagot ka ito ba ang itinuro ko sa'yo?" she asked again. "Sumagot ka" pag-uulit niya and I refused to answer.

She held my hand instead. "Venice, hindi ko itinuro sa'yo ang mga ganitong uri ng bagay... alam ko ang dinadala mo, alam ko ang problema mo" and she hugged me, and...I feel the comfort...

"Nandito na si Nana, huwag ka nang malungkot...hindi na ako aalis at ako na ang makakasama mo ulit" aniya at I hugged her also and cried. "Sige Venice, iiyak mo lang, makikinig si Nana"

"Why does it takes you so long to go here?!" I asked while crying.

"Kasi gusto ko na matuto kang tumayo sa sarili mong mga paa pero hindi ganoon ang nangyari" sagot niya.

"But atleast I tried!" I answered also.

"Sige, sabihin na nating nagbago ka ng kaunti, na may kaunting improvement at pagkakaiba kaysa dati pero, iyon ay dahil sa kaibigan mo" dagdag niya.

"It's just he just taught me!" I answered again.

"Alam ko naman 'yon, at laking pasalamat ko nalang sa kaibigan mo dahil kahit papaano ay tinulungan ka, na mag mature kahit konti...dahil---"