love bites (yandere eyeless jack x reader) (HORROR FIC)

intoxicated and flowers

You stared at the casket as they lowered it into the ground. You patted Alex's back urging him to through his flower in. He had a white carnation. The flower symbolized mother hood and was often gifted to mothers on mothers day or their birthday. It was also given to mothers who had passed on. You choose the flowers they all had meaning. The bouquets had lily's, white carnations, pink carnations, and pink roses.

Your dropped your Lilly into the whole onto of the casket. Lily's meant death, but not only that they were your mothers favorite. You sighed and stared at the casket. After everyone of importance gave their flowers it was time to burry her. Confining her just didn't seem right trapped under all that dirt. But its what the family wanted. If it was up to you, you would have had her cremated and spread her ashes out in the lake. At the small wooden dock...

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It was very quite the other campers were sleeping and so were the other family members. You mother went to the dock. It was your choice to fallow her. You also felt the need to be close to her. Never letting her far out of your sight.

She sat on the edge. She looked so peaceful. Sitting with her feet in the water, and the gentle breeze blowing her hair back. You slowly sat beside her, and you stared at the water.

"Y/n when I die I want you to come here and light a smoke for me."

That wasn't how the conversation started. It was merely the end, it was such a beautiful night and such a sad one, never before had you thought of your mother dying.

You two joked about being pulled into the water by a monster. And splashed each other with water, it was sweet, wholesome, pure even. You wished her end was peaceful... If you had it your way they would still be here.

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The soil completely covered her casket. Alex hadn't left your side since you two arrived. He even helped burry her. You knew why, he didn't really care for anyone here except his cousins and aunty, he also depended on you to comfort him. He placed his trust in you to comfort and be there for him..

You set the shovel down and took Alex's hand into yours. "Come on bud we still have a dinner to attend.." You said and pulled him towards the car and unlocked the doors.

The drive back to the church was quite and uneventful. Unfortunately you couldn't say that about later on in the night.

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You and Alex sat down at the table dinner was done people were just coming out of the kitchen and placed plates of food on tables. You didn't feel like eating at all, but if you didn't Alex wouldn't... You being the one who planned all of this and set it up would be the first one eat and you would take Alex with you, being as he was a child and one of the closest people in the room to your mother. You also had a couple things you needed to say to everyone. Like to money hungry people how only showed up because they thought she had money left for them.

You and Alex got up and fixed your plates followed by the rest of the kids then the elders and then the rest of the adults. There weren't many people here maybe thirty you stared at them all as you sat down. Already pointing out the ones who were here for selfish reasons and the ones who were here because they cared. You didn't touch your food at all, you were to stressed. Everyone's idle chit chat and forks and knives clanking against there plates. It was all to much for you.

"Hey Alex I'm gonna head outside for a little do you wanna come with me?" You quietly asked.

"Are you gonna go smoke..?"

"You caught me.."

"I think I'll stay inside and finish eating then.. Just don't take to long."

"Alright buddy I won't." You said and ruffled his hair. You then stood up and made your way towards the doors. Pushing them open and almost immediately lighting a smoke. It was all to much the staring at the her body the smells the people and the sounds. She was pale and had a blueish complexion. You wanted to convince yourself she was just sleeping but you knew she wasn't..

You sighed and took the smoke into your lungs. Waiting till you absolutely needed to breath the exhale. You didn't want to go back in there, just want to leave.. But you couldn't Alex was in there.

You dropped the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it making sure it went out. Even if you didn't stomp it out the snow would've made sure it went out, it was just habit.

A car was pulling up? They were certainly late. You scoffed as you watched them park.

Wait.. You knew who's car that was. Are you fucking kidding? Of all people it could've been it was your father. Why the fuck was he here.

You waited for him to step out of the car and approach you before doing anything. But you slipped your hand in your pocket and grabbed Charlie's old police baton in case you needed it.

"Why are you here." It wasn't a question you had a feeling you already knew why he was here. Something else you should ask is who the fuck told him the funeral would be held here?

"What, can't mourn over my wife?" He was so close you could smell the alcohol on him. You pushed him back.

"Three things. Firstly, back the fuck off, second, she's not your wife and maybe she still would be if you hadn't decided to use her and us as a punching bag. Third, if you don't leave now im going to return the favor."

"Come on n/n.. I know what I did was fucked up but I still love her."

"Don't fucking call me that. Also if you really wanted to apologize you would've showed up sober. All you are is a self hating drunk and a druggie who despises other people because they are happy. Do you want to know why your not happy? Its because your a loser, you had so much and gave it all away to be with people who don't even like you and ruined your life. They didn't give a rats ass about you they only stuck around becasue you had money. And now look at you, where are those people now? Gone because you ran out of money."

Maybe you were too hard on him. He had showed up he would've never showed up if this happened a couple months ago. But still he should've came sober.

"Y/n... I am sorry. I know you im a horrible person, and I want to make things better for you and Alex but I know I'm not going to be able to. I also know that you won't forgive me, but your leaving with Alex soon I wanted to say goodbye and give you a sorta apology. I just want you to know that I'm in no way good at showing you guys my love and I know money doesn't make anything better. Y/n this is my apology to you Alex, and Kenzie. I'm going to get sober, and here."

He handed you a thick envelope. You didn't take it you pushed his hand away.

"I don't want your money.. I wanted a dad.. A father to spend time with and have a father to take care of me. Take your money back and get sober, then I might consider coming back and letting you see Alex till then you'll have to wait. I feel bad about this but we can't not love you your our father even if your a shitty one but know you won't see us till your sober."