How it stops

hearts

The moon - #1 poem

as long as I remember I always loved the moon it looked beautiful
I would stay all night looking at I always wished I could reach it one day
and I always wanted to visit it I mean it was the best thing I ever saw in this
Whole life I always looked at one I was one I was mad and mostly one I missed someone
it was nice it was dark and everyday I wish that the moon could reach out to me .

the stars - 2 poem

the stars my mother told me they had meanings every one of them
they had names and they had hearts and
I always wondered if they ever felt like they can't do anything
I always wondered if they ever felt sad mad or more I mean
I think they have emotions in my heart I see that
Every star has name for someone in this world .

The words - 3 poem

I always seem to say bad stuff I always seem to hurt someone
I always seem to hate it but I can't
Control what I say I don't think I don't feel
I always wished I cared to be honest I always wished I could care about it
but I expected the dark place and I can't get out and I always wished I never did
I always wished I listened I always wished I could feel something?

Lovers - 4 poem
Something that made not believe love is that if 2 people loved and cared one them will die
And one them will be all alone and that's love
no love dose make you happy love takes that from you
and I promise that love will come for you one day maybe not today maybe not tomorrow but one day it will come .

"wish I was there the day you died" - poem 5

I remember that day it felt free and happy and I just woke up that day
I find my parents crying I walk up to them I ask them what happened
I knew in my heart something bad happened and I know that in this moment
Everything will come to an end the one you lose the one you need the most the one
Who helped your whole childhood the one who made live happy
my mother says your grandma has sadly passed away and i learned something
From that day that you just have to expect it everyone dies in life including you and
you can't stop you can't change it you can't do anything and that's okay because they will be
Proud of you they don't want you crying over them they want you to expect it they want to be happy
So they can be happy .

"we never even knew" poem 6
I always saw them happy and they always acted like we never even knew each other
and it always seems to hurt me and No matter what I seem to hate the fact that we had
Happy memories and now we are just strangers nothing more but one day maybe we won't .

the words that I couldn't scream about . Poem 7

I always wished I could scream all my pain I always wished I could feel something I guess
I mean I don't really feel anything anymore it hurts but I expected it anyways and I have too I mean why wouldn't I
but all know is I wish I could feel happy again .

"we will be fine" poem 8
I always knew I would never be okay fine again I always knew I would never be okay again
and everyone seems to say that I'm crazy and I'm not mentally okay but if they knew
how hard I try how hard I seem to fail everything no matter how hard I try I don't
be the top parson and get the happy life I don't get to feel okay so no it won't be fine
It won't ever feel fine .

"feel okay ?" Poem 9 - "not an poem an thought*) ". *
maybe I can be okay one day maybe I can see the stars and maybe I can dream maybe I can feel okay but
It won't happen anyways so I feel bad that I'm not the perfect one

run boy run - poem 10
I always ran from the problems
and everything
I just want feel fine
I just to be okay
so maybe one day I can .

"it's you it's you" poem 11 - last

I always loved them
I always wished I could
Tell them before it ended
And now I can't do anything
It ended the day I died on the middle of
The blue sea and the rain falling all over me as I'm drowning
In the sea and no one saved me that day .