Malaysia pov
It's been a year since Marcus got killed. I been slowly getting back to myself . Ofc I miss my brother everyday but there's nothing I can do to bring him back .iwel people die everyday.anyways I got up starting my morning routine. I walked into the bathroom turning on the steaming hot shower water . I jumped In the steaming hot shower grabbing my dove bar of soap . I begin soaping up my towel then scrubbed my body making sure to get every inch of my body. Next I grabbed my champagne toast body wash adding some to my loofah. Once it got soapy I washed my entire body.I closed my eyes just taking in the water. I begin having flashbacks of that night...
FLASHBACK
My body is covered in blood, Marcus body was still in my hands my heart beating fast . On the inside I was screaming for my brother to wake up. Begging god to take me instead . But on the outside I couldn't speak . Marcus was dead and there was nothing I could do to bring him back
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PRESENT TIME
I woke up on the floor of my bathroom naked . My bathroom completely trashed . My hands were busied and the mirror was busted. I must've had a episode again. The first time this happened I almost drove off a cliff with amora in the car causing vontae to take her from me. I still see her but he don't think she should live with me right now and this just proves him right. I hoped up off the floor throwing my robe on and started to clean up the bathroom . I cleaned up the blood and glass then placed everything back where it go. I walked out my bathroom going into the kitchen grabbing my cup of lean out the fridge . I carried it back to my room sitting it on my side table. I sat down reaching into my pocket grabbing two percs swallowing them coming behind it with a big sip of lean. I heard my phone ding it was ghost . We had kinda bonded over the trauma of losing my brother .
GHOST☔️
Come outside rn
No ghost I'm sleep.
Rn Malaysia
Omfg here I come
Watch yo tone💯
Boy Sdfu here I come
You got it💯
I just exited out the chat leaving him on read . I grabbed my hoodie throwing it over my head . I grabbed my phone walking downstairs and out the door. I spotted his car and walked towards it .
GHOST POV
I watched as Malaysia climbed into the car . Her eyes was low so I could tell she was high making me mad . I told her ole hard headed ass to stop drinking that shit and taking them pills.
"Marie"I said calling her by her middle name making her look up at me. "What I tell you about drinking that shit maylasia youon fucking listen I told you multiple damn times that shit not for you.
"Boy be coo you not my deddy on foe nem"she said waving me off . I unhooked my belt taking it off wrapping it around my hand."boy wtf is you doing"
"You gone learn today" I said .I hit her with the belt twice before she swung off me hitting me hard asl in my mouth. She punching me repeatedly inna face and chest before I punched her back inna stomach.then she starting crying making me feel bad. I leaned my seat back then pulled her into my lap .
"Stop crying mama I'm sorry"I said wiping her tears. She just laid on my chest quietly within minutes she was sound asleep.ah nigga was supposed to pop out tonight but ion wanna wake her up. I slowly opened the car door carefully pulling her out the car not waking her up. I held her in my arms like a baby carrying her into the house. I carried her upstairs into her bed laying her down . I took my shirt shoes and pants off hoping into the bed under the covers with her. I closed my eyes as I was falling asleep I felt her lean over to lay on my chest.
Next day•12pm
I was in Marie bathroom brushing my teeth when she walked in holding my phone I noticed it was ringing .
