This Shit is Real Life.

What Have I Done!

Friday was okay. When I was getting there, I was really nervous. What if something bad happens? What if I do something wrong?

Then I thought, your being an idiot. It's not a date and your friends are there. Wait, my friends are there! Oh my fucking demon god. MY FRIENDS ARE THERE!!! Something is going to happen.

Time Lapse To The Movie***

So we survived. So far. The rest of them showed up and we decided to see The Avengers because my friend recommended it. We went and sat down. Me and Alyssa by each other and everybody else on the other side of me. Chris, of course, had to sit by me.

"Don't be so nervous." He had stated. I knew if he could tell I was nervous, anyone can. I slumped down in my seat when the movie began.

By the middle of the movie, Alyssa had moved herself closer to me and was holding onto my arm. It was a nice feeling too have her close but also I felt guilty for thinking that my friend would ever think of me like that.

We made it through the movie. No one lost a finger and no one went home crying or confused. At least not until I did something stupid.

Right when I was about to leave because I could see my mom parked in the parking lot, I did something that was sure to leave people confused and a little shocked.

I turned, grabbed Alyssa's face and gave her one big peck on the lips. Then I ran off to the car. As we left, I saw her just standing there, awkwardly, while my friends tried to talk to her.

Chris standing away from them, smirking. Jessa stunned but questioning her. It was a good feeling too kiss her but now it's just.... What have I done?

Time Laspe To Monday And Possibly Everyday Because Everyday Was The Same.***

Monday
Go to every class before English. Try to talk to Alyssa and pretend the whole kiss thing didn't happen. She would ignore me. Bell rang and she left. She wasn't at lunch.I won't see her for the rest of the day.

Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday
The same fucking thing happened. I hate this shit.

Friday
She wasn't here. At all.

Lunch time comes and I get questions like...
'Candi, are you okay?' Of course fucking not.
'Where Alyssa?' I don't know because if I did, I would be confronting her about a lot of things.
'Why'd you kiss her? You should have known this was going to happen.' I wasn't thinking at the time.

I eventually got fed up and left. I decided to skip school because today just wasn't my day. I went to the park to think. This isn't going to be everyday is it? Gosh, I hope not.
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So there you go. I almost didn't update. So life's depressing right now, well at least not all rainbows and sunshine. Anyway, of you haven't already go read Heaven Again by Queen_of_the_sirens . Vote/Comment/Message me if you need help.
Until next time, Lovers Of Wattpad!