Oh My Player!

Chapter 8 - Doubt

(Niran's Pov)

In the next morning I woke up next to Tawin. I almost shouted but he was so still sleeping that I didn't want to wake him up. What was he doing in my room? Wait this is not my room, I realized that when I looked around me. What was I doing there? And what was I wearing? I don't remember about what happened last night. I remember drinking with my seniors, I remember a girl and I remember Tawin's... lips. What did we do? What did I do? I was starting to freak out.

Tawin woke up, looked at my terrorized face, smiled and said:

-Good morning. Are you feeling better?

I couldn't answer him, I was too stoned to speak.

-You don't remember do you? – he asked confused.

-Re...re...remember what? – I almost couldn't speak, but he started to laugh at me.

-I'm sorry I couldn't stand it. Calm down we didn't do anything. You came to me drunk as hell and passed out on my lap. So, I laid you down and change your clothes because you were smelling really bad.

I took a deep breath as a relief and laid down a little more. I was so worried that I have done something that I might regret or make him feel bad. But then suddenly he said:

-But that wasn't everything. – he turned his eyes away and looked at the bed with a sad and worried face.

-What happen? Tell me now! – I shouted at him, and he looked at me so scared that made me feel bad for him. – I am sorry I didn't mean to shout at you. I'm just scared that I did something bad, and I can't remember.

-You didn't do anything bad, at least not to me. – he said holding my hand like comforting me. – Do you want me to tell you what happen here last night?

I didn't know if I really wanted to know or if it was better to just forget about everything. But I knew one thing, I cared too much about him to leave him with the thoughts of last night in his head only. So, I nodded my head in agreement and he started.

-Last night you knocked on my door, and ask me to get in. After you got in, you apologized to me. You apologized because you tried to sleep with a girl that night and couldn't, and you told me that, you couldn't because of me. I told you were just tired and sat you down on my bed and sat next to you. You told me you were not tired and that you were fully aware of what was happening and then suddenly you kissed me. – by this point my face was so red that he stopped.

-I am so sorry. – that was the only thing that got out of my mouth at that moment.

-You are sorry because you don't remember? Or you are sorry because you didn't mean what you said and did? – his eyes were wide open looking at me.

-I am sorry, I have to go, I...

I left his room, I couldn't take it anymore, I couldn't bare staring at him after what I did last night. I ran into my room and went to take a shower after all I still had classes today.

When I arrived to the Uni Mali, Nin and Tawin were already waiting for me.

-Hey, you must have party hard last night, me and Nin surely did ahahah. -Mali said while laughing.

They were so normal like he didn't tell anyone what happened. For me that was a surprise.

-So, before you arrive we were talking about doing a group trip, just the four of us, and go camping this weekend to free our heads. What do you think? Mali and Tawin are in already. – Nin asked me with big round eyes.

-How can I say no to that face. – I answered smiling at her.

-Yayy that's great. Me and Nin are going to plan everything, and we send to you on the group chat. - Mali was already excited for this trip.

Meanwhile Tawin was looking directly at me with his eyes all red, like he had been crying. But still he didn't say anything to his friend, and played along. I felt so bad for him, I had to do something about this. I couldn't just let this pass by like this, I think I really hurt his feelings.

But I'm still not sure about my feelings this is so knew to me...