Oh My Player!

Chapter 10 - Confirmation

Notes: This chapter is a little longer and be prepared specific content ahead.

(Niran's Pov)

The camping trip it's today we are supposed to meet in front of the dorm, Tawin went to get the car, but Mali and Nin didn't arrive yet. To be honest I'm a little bit nervous about this trip, I'm thinking on proving myself and end with all this doubt inside me. If it is Tawin that I want, that is what I am going to get, I just hope he feels the same way I supposedly feel.

Tawin arrived with the car, but Mali and Nin are nowhere to be seen yet.

-They aren't here yet? – he asked me and nodded my head saying no. – I'm going to call Mali to see if everything is alright with them.

As soon as he finished saying that Mali and Nin arrived.

-Sorry guys Mali was late as usual. – Nin explained.

We get into the car and drove away. It takes about two hours to arrive the camping zone, in the car I was obliged to sit at the front next to Tawin because the girls wanted to go together in the back. It didn't take long and both of the girls were sleeping like children normally do.

-Tawin! – I whispered. – Look at those two through the mirror, they are like children a little bit of a car riding and they are already a sleep.

-I new that that was going to happen, Mali is always like that, that's why she asked you to come at the front. Hm... can you give me something to eat? I'm a little hungry. – he asked.

Without any hesitation a took a snack and fed him, he didn't say anything just kept doing like that, I would eat and fed him at the same time. I don't know why but that moment felt so good.

-Girls, we are here! – I said while waking them up.

-OMG! This is beautiful, in the middle of the nature so refreshing. – Nin was loving it already.

-Let's starting to put things in their place and set up the tents? – Tawin said.

-Why there is only two tents? – I asked while preparing everything.

-Well, because we are only 2 girls and 2 boys, we can share. – Nin said not knowing anything.

-So, you are telling me that you stay with Mali, and I stay with Tawin, that's it? – I was starting to freak out at this point.

-Yeah, why is there a problem? – Nin asked.

-No. Not at all. – I said trying to calm down.

Everything was ready, we just need some wood for the fire. So, I asked Tawin to come with me to pick up some. When we were alone it felt different somehow.

-Are you really okay with sharing the tent with me? I can ask Mali to stay with me she knows about me. – Tawin said worried about me.

-I'm okay but if don't want I understand... - I sounded a little disappointed though.

-No, I'm also okay. – Tawin smiled.

We went back to them as it was getting dark already. We made a big fire and sat around it drinking, talking, and laughing. At last, it was time to go to bed me and Tawin entered the tent and laid down next to each other. It was an awkward moment of silence, we only hear the sound of the night. I couldn't hold myself anymore. I turned to him, his eyes were fixed in the ceiling of the tent wide open. I took his hand and he looked at me, surprised by my touch.

-Tawin... - I started talking with a low voice. – What if I can't just sleep here with you?

-I told you, I can ask Mali. – he said looking back at the ceiling.

I lift my body a little and placed my hand on his chin making him look at me.

-That is not what I meant.

I looked deep in his eyes and before he could speak I planted a kiss on his soft lips. He pushed me away for a bit and told me:

-Last time this ended bad, I don't want to go through it again, I think we better stop here and go to sleep.

I could clearly see that he was scared of getting hurt again, but this time I was sure of what I was doing even though I've never been with a man before I wanted this, I wanted him.

-Last time I was drunk, last time I confused, last time I didn't think. But now I know, even though I have never been with a man, and you might have to help me, I want this. I want you.

I started kissing him again but this time harder and he placed his hand around my neck pulling me to him. He changed places and get on top of me still with his lips glued to mine, then he started to kiss my chest with our clothes still on. He started kissing me neck but not too hard to leave marks. Then went back to my mouth, he really knew what he was doing and that felt so good. I ran my hands down his body starting to take off his T-shirt. He stopped.

-Are you sure about this? Because I don't know if I can stop after we start. – he asked looking into my eyes, he was so close to me.

I nodded my head in agreement and pull him to me to kiss him once again this time we wouldn't stop. We started to take our clothes off while kissing each other. I didn't know what to do he was on top of me, I was worried that I wouldn't be good enough or that I would mess everything. So, I was trembling, and I couldn't help it.

-I don't know what to do? I never... - I whispered in his ear with a breathy voice.

-Don't worry, do you trust in me? - he asked and I nodded my head again. – Good, take this and put it on me first.

He handed me a condom, I put it on him, and I was as red as a tomato, I have never done it to someone else. Then he whispered in my ear:

-I am sorry but this part is going to hurt a bit...

Has soon has he said it, he went inside of me. He hurts like hell but feels good at the same time. I wanted to moan so loud, but I couldn't Mali and Nin were right next to us. I pressed my nails into his back while adjusting to the pain I felt. He was still, he didn't make a single move. And then I heard in my ear:

-When you're ready tell me, I will be still until you are prepared for me to move.

I took a deep breath and whispered in his ear. – You can continue...

He smiled at me, started to kiss me, and moving slowly, it was painful at first but has kept going it started to be pleasurable. At one point I started begging him to go faster and harder, until we finally reach the climax.

He laid down next to me and I placed my head on his chest hugging him and trying not to move much because of the pain.

-Are you okay? Does it hurt? – He asked passing his fingers through my hair.

-It still hurts a bit. Can we sleep like this? – I didn't look at him I just wanted to sleep in his chest hugging him, I was tired like I have never been after having sex.

-Yes we can, sleep well my dear. – He kissed my forehead and went to sleep hugging me as well.