I didn't just loose my son
I lost the girl of my dreams
Even though we started off on a bad foot
Diamond loved me and I was too stubborn to notice
I haven't been out of my room since the night Diamond said her final goodbyes to me
I haven't eaten much even tho my mom tries to get me to
Melody has been blowing up my phone but I've just ignored her
My mom will occasionally see Prince and help Diamond out at her apartment
She sends me pictures and videos of him doing all sorts of baby things
I wish I was there to witness those moments with her
I miss her soo much, but that doesn't matter anymore because she's moved on
Sadly without me
I hate and pity myself everyday for embarrassing her and breaking her heart at Melody's party
I tried to mail her a hand written letter but the mail refused to mail it
Valentine's Day is coming up soon and that's also coincidental Diamond's birthday
That's the only chance I have left at this point...
Hope you enjoy this early Christmas gift from me to you guys
Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays 💕😉
