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Chaoter 14 / falling deep

(Darren's POV)

It was that question "do you really like me?" that made me speechless. I like him, but the whole situations of him giving me mixed signals and then treating me like I'm not in his life, made me some what lose feelings.

I just stared at him not knowing what to say. "Please, tell me the truth." Seb said desperately. "Well...I do, but at the same time I don't." I replied feeling uncomfortable. Seb got off me, sitting next to me. "So no." Seb looked at his shaking hands.

"It's not a no.." I said trying to be confident. He looked at me with a confused face. "What does that mean?" Seb fell into the sheets face first sounding frustrated. "Yes I still like you ok!" I yelled also starting to get frustrated. Seb sighed and glared into my eyes. "Tell the truth ok? I don't want to walk into something if we aren't fully sure." Seb said not breaking eye contact. "I'm fully sure, I've liked you for awhile." I replied certain.

"If we like each other, we can't change our minds." Seb took my hand and looked serious. "Why would I change my mind? After everything that happened between us I haven't changed my mind once." I explained feeling a bit hurt. Seb hugged me tightly without saying anything. I hugged him back, putting my head in his chest. His warm body temperature, his heart beat hitting my ears and his soft, comforting scent. "I know I've been terrible to you and I'm sorry Darren." Seb squeezed me hard, tightening the hug more. "I forgave you a long time ago." I replied smiling admiring his sad puppy face. He put his hand on my cheek and the other brushing through my hair. "Can't believe I was so blind." He looked embarrassed. I chuckled and fell into his chest again.

The next morning

(Sebastian's POV)

I woke up with Darren sleeping next to me. I moved closer to him, peeking over to see if he was still asleep.

"Darren." I whispered in his ear. "Mmm." He groaned waving his hand over his ear. "Wake up." I whispered again. "Stop, it's ticklish..." he groaned turning around facing me. He opened his eyes, squinting at me. I couldn't help but laugh at his adorable tired face. "What..?" He asked yawning. "Nothing, I just wanted to see your face." I replied ruffling through his hair. "You're so annoying." He huffed putting the blanket over half his face, leaving his forehead out while his eyes, nose and mouth were covered. I moved over him and kissed his forehead.

"Come on sleepy, get up before we get in trouble." I said taking the blanket off him. "Don't do that." He was blushing hard. "Huh?" I was confused. "You mean kissing you?" I asked smirking. He stared at me blushing. I chuckled and kissed his cheek, making him surprised. "Idiot.." he mumbled sitting up.

Later that day 4:23pm

(3rd persons POV)

All the nsb were watching a movie in the living room. When sebs phone goes off. He opens it subtly seeing text messages. They stated:

Vanessa: "hey seb...I'm sorry I said I wasn't into you, I was wrong. I miss you."

Vanessa: "please text me back. I really need you."

Vanessa: "I understand you might be annoyed with me, but I really miss you and I really want to see and speak to you again <3"

'What the fuck?' He thought in disbelief. Seb closed his phone not knowing what to do. He stood up from the couch, walking to the kitchen. He opened the texts and just stared at them. 

He saw Justin walk up to him in the corner of his eye, his eyes darted to his direction. "Hey man you good?" He asked leaning over the counter. "Uh yeah, I'm good." Seb replied nervously. "Ok cut the shit, who texted you?" Justin looked serious. Seb sighed and showed him the texts. "Nah she's a big ass red flag." He said looking annoyed. "Block her ass, you have Darren. You don't have time for her." He said handing seb his phone. Seb hesitated and looked at him. "I don't know why I still feel like I like her." Sebastian covered his face sighing. Justin looked at him seriously. "Are you dumb?" He was getting annoyed. "You are not leaving Darren for her bruh. On my life I will fuck you up." Justin pulled him by the arm.

Seb looked at him in disbelief, but someone was behind him...it was Darren. "Fuck no!" Seb raised his voice. Justin and Darren's eyes went wide. "There is no way, I'll leave Darren for her. She isn't a good person." He said stern. Darren and Justin smiled. "Darren is all I need." He smiled putting his phone in his pocket. "Can you guys shut the fuck up and come watch the movie." Regie interrupted yelling from the living room.

Later at night 10:34pm

(Darrens POV)

I fell asleep down stairs but I woke up seeing seb sleeping next to me. I checked the time on his phone, seeing it was 10 o'clock. But before I put it down a message popped up. "Vanessa again?" I whispered curious. I opened sebs phone seeing their chats.

Vanessa: "seb please! I'm the one for you. I've been there always!"

Seb: "Listen, I'm in a relationship. I don't have time for you."

Vanessa: "I'm way better than him. He's literally so ugly, he's annoying and doesn't deserve you!"

Seb: "Vanessa just stop texting me."

Vanessa: "take me back or I'll fuck your life up. I'll tell him!"

Seb: "don't black mail me. You're honestly so crazy."

Vanessa: "date me or I'll tell him."

'What the fuck?' I was speechless. "Tell me what?" I whispered feeling hurt. As I was staring at the texts seb woke up. He grabbed the phone and looked at me in panic. "What are you doing?" He asked shaking. "What are those texts?" I asked genuinely hurt. "It's not what you think." He tried to explain but his words kept getting scrambled. "Tell me what?" I asked staring at him feeling my throat close up.

"Just leave it, I'll handle it..." he said putting his phone in his pocket. "Seb, just fucking tell me!" I yelled taking the blanket off me. I stood up and waited for an answer. He stood up grabbing me by my arm gently. "No! Don't touch me!" I yelled throwing his hands off me. "Tell me seb. Right now." I demanded. He sighed and rubbed his neck. "When I kissed you at the boba place it was all for jokes, I didn't actually like you then...me and Vanessa thought it would be funny..." he explained. My heart dropped and I sighed. "You made me scared you dumb fuck." I said collapsing on the couch. "What?" He was confused. "I thought you were cheating you bitch!" I threw a pillow at him. "You aren't mad??" Seb asked shocked. "Hell no, I knew you never liked me then." I replied feeling relieved but kind of hurt at the same time. "By the way you can block her now, since you told me." I smiled leaving a confused + shocked expression on his face. "I was scared for my life oh my god." Seb said falling onto me. "You're heavy get off." I said struggling to push him. He laughed and turned around facing me. He hovered over me, with his arms on the couch on both sides holding me captive. "You're so pretty, I would never leave you." Seb said looking at me with a admirable expression.

I felt goosebumps go across my body and I felt my stomach get butterflies. "How do you manage to still make my heart beat like this?" I said embarrassed. He chuckled and kissed my cheek. "Ok let's sleep, we both got scared enough im tired now." Seb said pulling me into a cuddle on the couch. "You're such an old man oh my god." I chuckled getting comfortable.

Tbh I have no idea on what to write anymore 😭 there might be another chapter or this is the final one. All I want to say is I had a lot of fun writing this book. Thank you so much for the support on this story and my others as well. I appreciate you so much and I hope you enjoyed it <3. Again there might be another chapter if I think of another plot. :)

ALSO if you have any ideas for another story or fanfic I can write, please comment! Thank you!! <33