Izura takes a deep breath and did the same technique making many to see her relaxing until the music started to play making her to know he's still here and his hugging her to keep her even more safe as the presence of her mother's disappearing cause of this.
"Miss Maggie was way too young to understand
Why she got thrown into someone else's hands
Why she woke up to strange men
They tore her to pieces and she couldn't comprehend
Why she was locked up in a basement filled with men
Should've gone to school, instead she did them
Don't touch me, I'm fragile
I'm bitter in my heart
Mama sold me for candy (This line obviously uses a metaphor. Her mother sold her for a certain item referred to as "candy". The "candy" most likely being drugs/alcohol. This character named "Maggie's" mother probably was not in a good state and was so desperate she sold away her daughter just to satisfy her addiction.)
And I was ruined from the start
Why do you have to sell me to those mean old men? ("Why'd you have to sell me to those mean old men?" In a previous line she said "Mama sold me for some candy," which probably refers to crack or cocaine. She could have had a great life, but since her mother sold her, she didn't. Now she's questioning why her mother had to do that.)
They cut me up in places I don't even understand (this part is talking about how she was younger than the age most kids get the sex talk, so she doesn't understand that they "cut" her, or broke her hymen and took her virginity, from her vagina and she's bleeding from there)
It's normalcy to me but how will my friends understand? (Its normal for her but not normal for her friends (Or anyone at all) so since its not normal for them or anyone she's wondering how they would understand and react)
I'm five years old sleepin' with a million men
All grown up and her body has decayed (, and this is the case for the girl this song is about. This line is used to describe how she feels now: as if her body's decayed and rotten.)
All those promiscuous games she had to play
No, she skipped the jungle-jungle-gym phase (Melanie uses a "jungle-gym" as a metaphor. Most children who grew up usually played at jungle gyms on the playgrounds. Melanie used the jungle-gym as a sign of innocence. However, the girl will never be able to have that kind of fulfillment in her life due to her innocence being ruined at a young age.)
She's tryin' to look at things in a bright way
Sees the light peekin' through the end of the hallway
No, she's tryna, tryna, tryna escape
I'm runnin' full force, dear
But it's harder when you're bones
I'm weak-kneed but I'm flyin' out of this hell hole
Why do you have to sell me to those mean old men?
They cut me up in places I don't even understand
It's normalcy to me but how will my friends understand?
I'm ten years old runnin' from a million men
Finally, the light is comin' close
No turning back, run full force
Angels swoop down and grab me
And now I'm safe away from the million men who raised me ("light is coming close" suggests as mentioned earlier, about the light at the end of the hallway, she's getting closer to escaping this lifestyle her "mother" gave to her from the start, and there is no turning back now, she can't give up. "and now i'm safe away from the million men who raised me" Her 'mother' was never there to look after her, she was around those pedophiles than her own mother.)
Why do you have to sell me to those mean old men?
They cut me up in places I don't even understand
It's normalcy to me, how will my boyfriend understand? (It's normal for her, but not normal for her boyfriend (Or anyone at all) so since it's not normal for him, she's wondering how he would understand)
I'm seventeen with a history of a million men, men (Each chorus "miss Maggie" gets older explaining things differently, at this point in the lyrics she has been sold to so many different men she can't even count, continuously, every day, she is treated like a object, she couldn't escape, she couldn't help herself... because her mother, her mother sold her to a million men)
A million men, men
A million men, a million men
A, a million, a million men
A million men, men
A million men." No word was said as the mother's presence vanished and Izura felt fully free and it feels like she's also freed herself from the past even more making Izuael to rub her head gently as if to say 'You did it.' making her to feel freedom for the actually first time.
"I... You... You had it worse than me..." Shigaraki said as Miruko's still there making Shigaraki to feel like Izura NEEDS the hugs MORE than himself. Yenndo and Lolbit were shocked as Lolbit never saw any men in Izura's room unless...
'I was asleep during that time fully...' William realized she left out a whole lot in her letter to him to introduce herself making him to realized she got scare and thinks he wouldn't believe her at all about it fully. Ivory looks upset as she rushes and hugs Izura tightly in a big hug.
'You lose, Inko. You lose. I'm free and it's going to stay that way forever.'
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