In Love With THAT Twin...

Chpt. 51 Unaffected.

*Chloe's POV*

The look of horror on Justin's face made the hair on my neck rise. He shouldn't have seen this. Heck this shouldn't have happened.
But just like always, Justin regained his composure, shoved his hands in his pockets and walked away.
And I stood there like what the fuck just happened?
Wait no. Why was I standing?!
"Justin!"
I ran off behind him leaving Nick in my tent. Right now, Justin was my main focus.
"Justin!"
I ran upto his tent and zipped it open.
"Justin?!"
He was standing, back faced to me, probably cell phone in hand.
"Hey Chloe. You need something?"
His tone wasn't ice cold but it wasn't the usual warm either. Was he mad? I couldn't tell.
"Justin what you saw-
"I didn't see anything Chloe", his eyes never left the cell phone screen.
What's happening? Justin please yell at me, show me you are sad, joke about killing Nick but do something.
"Don't be like this", I whispered.
"Like what?", he questioned.
LOOK AT ME DAMN IT.
"Unaffected"
The word came out in a low whisper and I'm not even sure he heard it.
"I don't think it should affect me. You love him"
It shouldn't?
"It's getting late Chloe. I'm tired. Good night"
That, ladies and gentlemen is the euphemism for 'Get the fuck lost'.
So I did exactly that. I got out of his tent and walked up to mine.
But I don't get it. Why in the world would Nick kiss me? Does Claire know?
I have to ask him. I need fucking answers.
And boom. My tent was empty. And so was his.
Way to fucking go.

I laid down in my sleeping bag but I couldn't sleep.
Who even does that?! Like joke about having sex with someone while they were drunk, then almost giving them a hickey in the woods, being the best team ever, being cute af and then say you aren't affected?! That's not allowed okay.

*Justin's POV*

He fucking kissed her. And she fucking kissed him back. And here I am, the biggest dick thinking I'd change what she feels for him.
She fucking loves him. And I'm nothing but a little piece of shit for her to fuck around so that she gets him.
If only she knew what I know. I can't just go tell her, it'll break her. But if he lays one finger on her, I'm gonna rip his skin off.

I grabbed my guitar and sat down. My way to express. And I need to get this off my chest.

"I'm broken, do you hear me?
I'm blinded, 'cause you are everything I see"

I closed my eyes to prove my point. I still see her, eyes open or closed.

"I'm dancin' alone, I'm praying,
That your heart will just turn around,

And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
'Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say,

When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this"

Hell yeah I can.

"If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?"

Baby only you can. Trust me.

"Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it's gone again,

And then I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I'm on my knees
Prayin"

It scares the fuck out of me. It scares me that you'd choose him. I know you already have, but has your heart chosen him too?