GRIMASIS

CHAPTER 2

Home sickness
POV: Moth

I can't believe I'm here now... even though it's just been minutes ago since I got in here... It feels like a day... I'm even more anxious... I'm worried that I will never make friends or... Sammy... Gets... Put down... Like the news said... I feel the void growing inside of me... I feel empty without Sammy... He was the reason I forgot about how painful it was when I found out I was not my parents biological kid. It now hurts so much to the point I might throw up... I rush to the public dorms bathroom... then I go into one of the cubicles and lean against the toilet... I feel really sick, homesick even! Gosh I hope no one else is in here...

*2 knocks* "Hey?? Is anyone in here?? Is everything okay?"

Strange... they sound familiar... But I'm too scared to come out... what if I vomit on them?... But it's not like I'm going to vomit anytime soon... So I got up... with my heart thudding inside my chest... And I unlock the door... Just to see **Shiro**! Oh my gosh it's shiro!! I wondered why I saw the origini family drive away that one Friday morning... I just found out that he got admitted here...

"Sh-Shiro?! Oh gosh Shiro it really is you! Has your sister Sakura been admitted here too? Or is it just you?" I said in complete shock.

"Yeah... Both of us have been... We're twins remember?" He replied.

I let out a nervous giggle "Yeah I do... Apologies!" I said.

"Is everything okay?..." said Shiro.

  "Oh it's just nothing... the unbearable anxiety is just giving me nausea... but I'm okay... Really!" I reply

Shiro looked at me with a frown... "Awh man, Nausea is the worst! I feel bad for you... I recommend just staying in your dorm... And resting if needed... I will go to the doctor's office in the Medical wing and ask for a disposable bucket and maybe a nausea bracelet.. you know, the ones you get when your seasick or something!" He said.

I felt grateful that he wanted to help

"No no Shiro don't bother... i won't puke.. if I do I will probably be very quick to the bathroom..."

Shiro calms down...

"Yeah... Sure" he sighed.

He didn't seem as if he believed me... But I don't care... I just want to go back to my dorm and chill out alone... Its a Saturday today, But first I need to unpack everything... I wonder what Yvonne is doing right now... speaking of which... I do hope they are getting on well with other kids there...

I walk back to my dorm room, The nausea had faded away so I layed down and chilled out as I tried to relax, though my brain couldn't stop racing with thoughts.

I hear a knock at the door...  It's Sakura.

"Hey, Saki! I heard you and your twin brother got admitted and-"

Before I could finish.. she then interrupts

"Is everything alright Moth? You don't look so well.. I know it could be just anxiety giving physical effects but I really need to check on you!... Maybe I could do a quick check up on you or maybe I could get Yvonne to help you..."

My eyes widen, I don't want everyone to worry about me! So I take the courage to talk

"Oh... don't worry about it Sakura, Really!... Im probably just a bit homesick. I can handle things myself... My mom is a doc, remember?" I said.

Sakura didn't seem as if she believed me... but she just sighed and agreed... so I closed the door and just rested on my bed again. Then pondered for a moment.

Then I had an idea... what if I joined a club?... you can join 2-4 clubs maximum depending on which clubs you are in, It's probably because alot of kids get homesick. So they decided distracting them by clubs and stuff would help, which might cure my homesickness. So I unpack everything in a hurry then rush down over to the Club Sign ups. There was many to pick from... So I left it and thought it was a waste of time...

I could remember the loud banging and screaming from last night... it was the whole street being terrorised by the robotics.... I'm scared... I don't want to die... But that's unpredictable, but the thing is... I want my friends to survive... traumatised or not, they deserve a good life. I decided to sit up on my bed and just glaze out the window, Watching newer people pass by... some other kids playing with their friends or chatting and whatever...