Love trough Madness [ Pantalone x Dottore ]

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Usually around Christmas time Pantalone always would throw a grand feast where his friends, Harbingers and their friends could come over to enjoy the music, to enjoy the food and it can be seen as sort of a ball in a way only nobody would dance. Now that Isabella is gone he did not even want to hold this feast. She always would get so excited when this feast came as it exited her more then her birthday because everybody seems to get along well at this feast. Since the feast is a yearly thing why would it suddenly come to a stop? Pantalone got a new home and has enough room for the feast to be hold as Dottore is helping him with many of things. The doctor has put his research and work on hold to help the regrator after the death of his daughter. He would hold him if he cries, kiss him when he needs a kiss, help him eat when the other cannot do so, help him bath or shower when the other cannot do so and just helped him go outside of the new house. If Dottore was not there then Pantalone would probably have starved to death while laying in bed. Just like now they are outside walking as they would walk daily as that was a deal of them. If Pantalone would walk with Dottore for atleast a hour outside then when they go home Dottore will do anything for Pantalone then. Often it was just cuddling and holding the other for a very long time, other times Dottore would read a book to him since Pantalone has admitted he finds his voice soothing. At this moment they are going to the graveyard walking besides eachother as the guard follows them but stayed distant to give them some space.

Pantalone just walks down the path remaining quiet. He was very quiet recently as he just had no strength to keep going anymore...the only person giving him strength right now is Dottore so yes...he was very depressed but luckily he is doing much better then a couple of weeks ago. Holding onto Dottore his arm they have to go of the path to walk to a grave as then they come to a stop. This grave is not serounded by other ones so they do have some privacy for the most part. "I told you i would come here to unwrap your presents with you" he spoke and from beneath his cloak he takes out two boxes he just kneels down infront of the grave as he sits with his knees on his cloak so his accual clothing would not get wet. It was snowing outside and the snow would catch in Dottore and Pantalone their hair and lashes but they did not really seem to care but Dottore did care about the snow landing on Pantalone so taking out a embrella he holds it out so no snow would fall onto the other when he would unwrap the gifts. The first gift Pantalone had gotten Isabella was a golden necklace. They all wear silver yet he picked the golden one since she was always the little sunshine in the room...in his life. He lays it down on the thomb stone before he unwraps another gift. A music box with her favourite song in it and sheesh did that music box look exspensive yet he sets it there, standing up to leave it there since it was hers to keep and not his "daddy misses you...i hope you like the gifts i got you? But knowing you i think you would have..."he lets out a soft sigh looking down at the grave before a small smile forms onto his face "merry christmas Isabella" he whispers before he looks at the doctor, taking his arm again to leave yet seeing the guard approach the grave he looks at him confused wondering what he is doing. He watches how the man kneels down and take a gift from his cloak aswell. Both Dottore and Pantalone are surprised he had a gift for the girl he has never met before but seeing what it is Pantalone smiles since he knows she would have loved it. The guard paid attention to what Pantalone said that day as he remembers a poppy was her favourite flower so he had a glass maker make a glass poppy so he can put it in a vase by the grave. Usually flowers do not last here in Snezhnaya so for him to have let somebody make a glass flower was a very clever idea since it would not decay "Thank you...she would have loved the gift..she would have loved you as a person"

The guard gives Pantalone a single nod before he stands up and walks over to them taking the umbrella from Dottore and holds it for them instead. As they walk back to the large home, entering it the guard puts the umbrella away and just walks off as usual since when at the estate he can do whatever he likes not having to guard anymore. Dottore just cups Pantalone his face and smiles at him "i am proud of you you did not cry..." he spoke and places a kiss on his forehead "lets get ready for the party...i will tell the dog to get ready aswell"